I've been afraid of college. I didn't want to attend without knowing where I wanted it to take me. I didn't want to rack up debt that might be pointless if I get a degree I don't use. I didn't want to burn myself out going for a degree, and then changing my mind two years in and having to take more schooling after that in a different ( Read more... )

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GODDAMNIT I CAN NEVER FIGURE OUT HOW TO MAKE CUTS WORK. Sorry, this would be under a cut, but I'm just not smart enough to figure out LJ's shit.

Whiny rant below.

I feel a bit debilitated.

This is an example of a fairly common occurrence in my life. I had to end a shower prematurely because I was in danger of passing out. My neurally mediated ( Read more... )

Who wants to come with me to Australia?

I'm very serious. I'm going, and I don't want to go alone.

Serious inquiries only.

I've been trawling Craigslist for the past weeks for a desk and bookcases. Mostly the free section, as I'm a poor motherfucker ( Read more... )

"Does it ever make you feel bad?" "Well, yeah. Every human is an oxymoronic amalgam of guilt complexes and contradictions. I rationalize one act and find I've debased another of my own beliefs. Robbing Peter to pay Paul, sort of thing."

You don't think I don't know that I'm doing this for him ( Read more... )

Is God willing to prevent evil, but not able? Then he is not omnipotent.
Is he able, but not willing? Then he is malevolent.
Is he both able and willing? Then whence cometh evil?
Is he neither able nor willing? Then why call him God?
-- (Epicurus)

A bit of writing from my high school years. It gets better the more you read.

Trying to put this behind a cut, let's see how much my internet skills fail.

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Yeah, it's that time again.

Just got broken up with Aaaa-gain.

It seems to get easier every time.

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Fuck I'm gonna be lonely.