wow it's been a while since i posted arf.. idk if anyone remembers me ha! anyways i figure as long as i'm unemployed, i might as well use this as a way to fill in the time between searching for jobs, eating, and playing yahoo towers ( Read more... )

monique inspired me to make a post on here, i have a real journal now so i don't post online anymore but i figure i'll just post random stuff on here

i
want
to
be
japanese

myspace is getting pretty lame.. idk it just seems kinda fad-ish

-i'm just not interested in seeing pics of people getting wasted/stoned all for attention crap... grow up ( Read more... )

so... i got some pills yay! my husband read my lj (which i thought he never did anymore) and he was like, ok we're getting you some pills lol.. sooooo.. now i have some (thank God) and we'll see how things go ( Read more... )

so, today 'gleak' and i were looking thru trying to find doctors to have on our insurance.. and i mention, that i need to find a psychologist for a replacement for my pills.. and he gives me this look... kinda like, yeeeah right.. so, i glean that 'gleak' feels that everything is in my head, i don't need pills depression is a pseudo-ailment.. yada ( Read more... )

mmm so i had a most interesting dream duh duhh duhhhh....


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omgosh i've got cramps gah... so i'm lying here in bed on the laptop.. oo i can't wait till christmas cause then i get to go to buffalo yayyyyy... ick it's 4 i should be getting to the gym but it's too snowy out and i don't feel like going right now but i want to get skinny winny.. i'm not even halfway there though lol ( Read more... )

so i just heard the acoustic version of call me when you're sober on yahoo and i pretty much almost tinkled my pants.. if i wasn't married, i'd soo date amy lee's voice...

must... lose... weight

i think i might like the new format of lj.. the font is big yay! *death ( Read more... )

i can't sleep!! but i d/l'd some good japanese learning thingy.. i'll probably forget all the words i learned by the time i wake up but it's ok i feel smart right now.. kuma!! hehe ( Read more... )

wow i'm actually bored heh heh.. i wanna go somewhere but i have nowhere to go.. i wanna go for a walk but not alone but idk therese seems peeved at life ( Read more... )