I don't want another pretty face ( Read more... )

I don't know what else to do! I'm always the strong one, I'm not supposed to break down like this.. I feel like I'm disappointing everyone around me and I'm just getting swept away by everything. I'm tired of the monotony of every day, tired of not being happy. I just want to go back to sometime when I was. Scary thing is, I can't remember when ( Read more... )

I'm disappointed. I'm not dating ever again. I'm done with it. no more boys- they're nothing but headache's and drama.. guh... gotta go practice now..

So to add to my list of guys.. ahahaha... Blake. He's a cutie. :) I don't really know what all to say about him other than he's really nice.. and one of the nicest guys I've ever hung out with.. there have been kisses.. but I'm just not sure if I want anything right now.. he's great fun to hang out with, and I'm already really comfortable with him ( Read more... )

so maybe this will be a good week! I was talking to Blake last night, and we have a "Mean Girls" date for Thursday night at some point! I'm excited that I have this to look forward to. Maybe I'll quit wanting to talk to Andy now.. *rolls eyes* I can't believe I let him mess with my head for all this time.. he doesn't want anything, and now, he's ( Read more... )

that's all I have to say about tonight :UGH ( Read more... )

I'm not dating anymore. if something happens, it happens. I'm sick of guys and of liking someone only to have it come back to bite me in the ass. It's pointless, the whole dating thing.. and I'm tired of it.. I'm just ready for someone to come and sweep me off my feet and take me away into the sunset.. I want to be over Brian, and not like Andy or ( Read more... )

so this headache I've vaguely had for a few days now has finally turned full migraine and I can't see. Just thought I'd let y'all know. cuz I know the only one who reads it is Melinda! :) haha y'all have a good day.. hopefully my lesson will be cancelled and I can go back to bed for a couple hours..

And I'm bored out of my mind.. already watched Harry Potter 3.. I really want to hang out with Andy tonight.. but since he ditched his friends (by HIS choice, not me being pushy, promise) he's got to be with them today.. it was funny.. he told me this morning that he'd only been out for like 30 minutes max.. and then I smacked him in the face with ( Read more... )

I'm trying to get back in the habit of this again.. eh.. I need to clean and do laundry. badly. I guess I'll do it Thursday, when I HAVE NO CLASS!! after I go and complain to parking services.. I want a freakin parking pass.. I know there's spots open in my lot!!! I see them EVERY DAY! grrr ( Read more... )