I think i have finally gotten through to my parents. When i first came home for thanksgiving i talkd about wanting go study abroad second semester of sophomore year and both my parents laughed at me and blew it off. so while driving down for christmas break with my dad i explained to him that no matter what i was studying abroad in italy and im ( Read more... )

i live for the distractions of everyday life. i have a clinically depressed boyfirend and i have issues of my own and i have no where to turn. sometimes i need those little distractions in life. i dk why people choose to ruin the simple things in my life.

I was having a rough time up here at first. nothinig was going my way, i was going out way to often and when i went out i was drinking way too much, I felt like the friends i had up here were only friends that i had because they were conveniently located in my room, and for once in my life i had more free time than i knew what to do with so i wasnt ( Read more... )

LONG ISLAND TOMORROW!!!!!

he says he forgives me but everytime he talks to about something that he needs to just trust me about i can hear the distrust and the sound of "is this like last time". I hate not being trusted especially by him. I hate not being home so that i can try to make things better. 3 hours away is too far away to fix things to make him trust me again. ( Read more... )

i think i just lost the trust of one of the most important people in my life

Karma is a bitch... as many times as 've said it today i finally got it. I made mistakes, huge ones and today i finally got what i deserved and i needed to live up to my mistakes. so word of advice to people, think before you act because as much as you think you wont come back around for you to regret it eventually it will

4 DAYS!!!!

I'm going to Delhi tomorrow to visit meg, its a long trip on a bus for litterally just over 12 hours. but as much as my best friend needs help i need help as well. im falling apart up here and if you know me in the least you know that i dont readily admit to not being stable. Im ashamed of things i've done and the manner in which i've acted. i dont ( Read more... )

missing home more than you would ever know