i like having control over my life and for the first time in months i feel like i have control again :)

I'm running from things again and I'm scared

1 day left of high school for forever and i've never been this afraid and this excited at the same time

So give it up, throw your hats in the air
And change just as they land
You’re saying, "We'll get out of here"
Something tells me that you’re too scared to go

So the stairs that you could climb
Are the ones you’ve left behind
And your eyes light ( Read more... )

i feel like i owe my journal an entry. i havent updated in a good month or so. everything's going pretty well. i honestly think i have ADD or maybe its the worse case of senioritis to date. you dont even know how much motivation it took to write this entry alone and geez this isnt even school work. my birthday is on saturday and unlike last year it ( Read more... )

I'm going to SUNY Albany!!!

step 1: put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
step 2: post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
step 3: post & let everyone you know guess what song & artist the lines come from.
step 4: bold out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
step 5: looking them up on google or any other search ( Read more... )

i want to go to the beach. i dont care if its cold and rainy or 100 degrees i just want to go. i miss the salty smell, and how after you leave the beach some how the smell stays on you for days, through showers and everything ( Read more... )

How well do you know me?? For instance, did you know ( Read more... )

im finding it harder and harder to trust people these days and im not completely sure why. no one specifically has done anything to break my trust. I was talking to danielle yesterday and i realize i run from things very easily. im running from my friends. i have become one of those seniors that i remmeber talking about over the summer. one of ( Read more... )

Last dream: it was about prom but i dont know whos it was because i didnt know any one there ( Read more... )