oh, come on! you know you love it! :

I ____ Manda.
Manda is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Manda, I would _____.
I think Mander should _____.
Amanda needs _____.
I want to _____ Manderina.
Someday Amanda will _____.
Manda reminds me of a _____.
Without Amanda, I am _____.
Memories of Amanda are _____.
Manda can be _____.
The worst thing about the Mahnd ( Read more... )

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

wow. that makes me sad. i need to get out of the house.

ive been having bad food cravins. :(    i hate this.

so it was a breakthrough... well, psychologically at least. i told alex that i need a break.

i feel weirdly calm right now.

i realized last night and tonight that the more i worry about wether or not i'm stringing him along, the more aggitated i become and the more i question every single thing i feel while i'm around him.

i dont even think it's ( Read more... )

hmm... perhaps it was watching "rockstar" on VH1 both last night and this afternoon,


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you truly are an over achieving science nerd with an amazing sense of humor. but thats why we love you.

so, i had this really intense conversation with matt denny last night about god and science. if you wish to read, click below.

( the philosophy that is matt denny )

hahahahhaha! i am forever cursed by bodie's book choices!


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so the performance it over...

it went really well, especially my solo. (take that ms. swarthout. hahaha)

everyone looked beautiful as always, and it was a lot of fun. when i went out to greet the audience, i heard a ton of praise and it sounded like they really enjoyed our dancing.

it was weird, but the performing part felt a lot different this ( Read more... )

... i wish

tech rehearsal = hell on earth

i almost bitch slapped ms swarthout today. (naughty amanda)                                     i was suprised at how unsupportive she can be

i broke down three times today... well i guess four

this is going to be one hell of a performance.

and, for all you anonymous commenter who like to call me ignorant:

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that mood is actually an unfair representation. its only b/c i got in an unnecissary fight w/ alex just now that im aggravated. before i was fine.

anthony (pilatese master magician) + darcie (sports therapy kid wonder) = slightly more motivated and much more optimistic amanda

as the exponent of anthony and the exponent of darcie increase, both ( Read more... )