...is how I'm referring to her for now. What can I say? I seen her at work MY work. Found out her name. Contacted her via facebook. We chatted for about 5days. I gave her my number, she ignored me. I hit her up nearly two weeks later; she said she just got outta relationship. I said that I wasn't into her like that (which was true; I'm trying to be ( Read more... )

I am not my self that you see or imagine. I don't identify with the things I do. I don't try to say, "I'm this or that . All I know is that I'm a reflection of some (somewhat) unconscious disposition and my circumstances. So in some ways, I don't know who I am. It makes it easier to not lie to myself, I suppose. All I can say is, "I'm me; I do ( Read more... )

I have my mother's eyes ( Read more... )

Tried to close this chapter; move on ( Read more... )

When all seems lost
I count the cost
I still remain connected
I'll be made strong
I am not wrong
I will not be dejected

I take this doubt
and cast it out
weakness will be rejected
and through all wrongs
I must stay strong
My soul must be dissected

I must stop this decay
I must create a new self.
I will prevail when all seems lost.

So, I was watching The Experiment, which I feel is based off The Stanford Prison Experiment: http://www.prisonexp.org/ when I was watching another experiment unfold before my very eyes: Child Rearing ( Read more... )

I am the one winged one it seems ( Read more... )

Roger, the one that has a gym in sun valley, was selling his gym due to no business. It was a simple gym and Diana and I were his last applicants. I remember thinking, "Wow, I haven't seen her in years. Those were the days ( Read more... )

"Thinking is not an automatic function. In any hour and issue of his life, man is free to think or to evade that effort. Thinking requires a state of full, focused awareness. The act of focusing one's consciousness is volitional. Man can focus his mind to a full, active, purposefully directed awareness of reality-or he can unfocus it and let ( Read more... )

Working title...is an idea that I've been developing since 2007. It started out small then snowballed into some kind of epic tell of one man's story. I get a lot of my ideas from music. Not so much the words, but the sounds and rhythms, melodies. The problem is the story is so massive it's hard to see it all. I know the ending better than the ( Read more... )