So, I text Kasey. I was gonna get her some free touch up paint as per our semi on running joke. With a few strings pulled it woulda cost next to nothing, so no big deal. Just something the help smooth things over or break the ice again. But, she denied my attempt at a gift. Yet, there was still a few witty exchanges of banter ( Read more... )

Amanda sent me a text randomly. I haven't heard from her in years; literally. It was nothing more than friendly banter. It was kinda odd though because she would only respond like once a day. All I got outta her is that she's back in the area. I wonder why ( Read more... )

Walked outside toss some old food. I looked up in the sky and seen the half moon and the North Star very close together. They were so close and isolated that it could have been framed. I wish I star gazed more often. Sometimes I notice how worked up I get over the small or simple things. I makes me forget how awesome and wondrous it is to be alive ( Read more... )

On my feet ( Read more... )

So I was working at Food Lion when this young blond thing comes walking into the back aisle. I thought, "Well, she's kinda attractive." Then went on with my duties, which at the time dealt with markdowns. It kinda gave me an excuse to keep an eye on her from afar. I mean, she was ONLY the prettiest thing in my field of view when she was on the back ( Read more... )

/Sigh ( Read more... )

Oh ho Holy shit! I found my journal that I was wrote when I was schizo, around 18ish. I totally fucked up from my parents splitting up as I was graduating High School and abandoned (somewhat) by my mother for nearly 3months. I always tried to look at the positive side of things. Seems like my mind tries to rationalize things in a positive light ( Read more... )

ENFJ ( Read more... )

So, I'm thinking of apologizing to Kasey. It's been something I've been thinking about for about a week now. I mean, she IS 5yrs younger than me (ie younger than my brother), and I unconsciously tried to treat her like she was a true peer when she isn't. I wouldn't doubt that because she's been sheltered she has no idea how to handle someone of my ( Read more... )

What does it all mean ( Read more... )