Well as I said Sean and i got together today. The day started out a little rocky for me because i was really sick to my stomach and it made karate a pain to go through plus i got a few of his things together to give back ie his tie from prom, his gym shorts i wore a few times and the jacket he gave me that i slept in a lot during the school year ( Read more... )

Well *sigh* ok i was talking with a friend who spoke directly to the girl Sean was supposedly dating that they were going out that it had been for a few days and that they have been "kissing and stuff" and so horriblly hurt i sent him a text "i really hate be bothering you but i need to know if you've been lying to me b/c i've been defending you ( Read more... )

Ok well i just talked to him and he said that it wasn't meant to be serious just because the girl was being silly and needed some help getting some guy off her back and no he has not gotten over me that easily (his words not mine). And he promised he wasn't lying and said that he would tell me if he does decide to get in a relationship with in the ( Read more... )

oh and i forgot to mention on top of all of this i leave to back to school for mentor training in about 6 days... yeah it just won't end

Well its been about two and a half. the rest of the day he broke up with me was horrible i cried the whole time i couldn't sleep. even though i agreed not to talk to him i gave in and texted him "i'm sorry i'm weak i just wanted to say good night and ask if you were alright" i failed the first time i tried to go to sleep he gave me a picture ( Read more... )

This will be brief because i'm still in shock and hurting ( Read more... )

July 13th: Alana is insanely happy and joyous and extremely in love with someone besides the inventor of ear plugs. Well to the last part first, i mentioned before that my mom and dad bought me ear plugs to see if it helped me sleep since my new dog is yappy and they are wonderful! And now to the rest and probably more interesting part. I was ( Read more... )

Well i got a comment saying that someone was intrigued by my facebook statuses so i'll go through a some of them and explain them just because it sounds like a new format for a change ( Read more... )

Ok so an update on my relationship situation. Let me start off by saying it is soooooo much better. On saturday i anxiously awaited his return and we texted on his way back, and he said he had gotten my text that i think i sent Thursday saying that i wanted to talk to see where he stood on a few things. So on his way home he asked what it was about ( Read more... )

ok well my summer has been eventful ( Read more... )