I've found that the most terrifying part of growing up is realizing that there aren't omniscient people who are in charge of making everything in the world around us work. It's people like you and me, and in many cases they're people far less capable than I consider myself. That's scary. The people in charge of everything are like us ( Read more... )

As I sit here, I have about 24 hours left at UMaine for this school year. I'm not sure that this has really sunk in yet for me. I've certainly been anxious to get home for the last couple of weeks, but somehow it doesn't feel as though that time has actually come ( Read more... )

Woooooooah God it is an amazingly beautiful day today.

It feels wonderful!

I can't wait to get home for the summer ( Read more... )

The first non-emo post in a while. That definitely wasn't a complete sentence, but I'm feeling lazy.

You are a
Social Liberal
(73% permissive)

and an...
Economic Conservative
(86% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Libertarian

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Man, I've been so friggin' emo this semester. What the hell? This sucks ( Read more... )

I'm really a cold bastard deep down ( Read more... )

breakups suck so bad.

especially when she tells you that she thinks you're both perfect for each other and that she loves you but that she won't stick with you because she has to "grow alone" (i'm thinking that means "fuck this guy she recently met, is 'music buddies' with and who she created a myspace account for).

I feel like I'm insane. I worry about so much stuff so easily. Today has been spent worrying about my relationship because we had a sub-standard phone conversation last night and I haven't talked to her today. What the fuck? Why am I so insane like this? I woke up for the day at 3:30 this morning and laid in bed for 4 hours half-awake worrying ( Read more... )

I just want to go home...