i can't tell if you've unfriended me or not - i think you have.
i wanted to call you but i don't have any minutes right now and i'm terrified that i'll sound strange :\
i love you - i just wanted to let you know that i saw your username was unregistered on the boards and, well, i'm thinking about you and shi and i'm here if you want to call and talk - 6207570685 - and i really hope the meds situation is worked out soon and and and...i don't know what to say. <3
i did, but i fixed it. i'm away from broken until i get my head straight and can stop being an idiot. :P (you might say, 'lo, but will that EVER happen?!' lol, but i'm working on it) i thought i should unfriend brokenites to not subject them to my crap.
i just added everyone back that like, probably doesn't hate me for being so rash and lame? just one of those things, i guess. so i'm away from the board until i can just work on coping mechanisms and how to deal -- MAINLY when off meds. ive been off them 4 days now and it's ugly. so i asked to be banned since, well, i'm human and i can say "i'm staying away" but with access to the board i'd still show up. :P i'm going to try and come back after new year's at most, or after my next work week (which starts tomorrow) at least. i feel bad that i jumped tanya with the request, i didn't know she was needing downtime. :( i'm sorry for that.
thanks for the offer to talk. my cell is 231 740 4345 if YOU ever need, too. thanks, meg. <333
yeah -- i have to retrive the PW for it. :\ i no longer have the email address i registered it with so .. otherwise i'd have deleted that journal since i don't use it.
been working a lot and having issues, so i haven't had a chance or bother to really investigate it, sorry.
that is also why my F. list here is trimmed down. people i don't talk to anymore/don't post with/see posts from often, and people from broken who probably hate me now.
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i wanted to call you but i don't have any minutes right now and i'm terrified that i'll sound strange :\
i love you - i just wanted to let you know that i saw your username was unregistered on the boards and, well, i'm thinking about you and shi and i'm here if you want to call and talk - 6207570685 - and i really hope the meds situation is worked out soon and and and...i don't know what to say. <3
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i just added everyone back that like, probably doesn't hate me for being so rash and lame? just one of those things, i guess. so i'm away from the board until i can just work on coping mechanisms and how to deal -- MAINLY when off meds. ive been off them 4 days now and it's ugly. so i asked to be banned since, well, i'm human and i can say "i'm staying away" but with access to the board i'd still show up. :P i'm going to try and come back after new year's at most, or after my next work week (which starts tomorrow) at least. i feel bad that i jumped tanya with the request, i didn't know she was needing downtime. :( i'm sorry for that.
thanks for the offer to talk. my cell is 231 740 4345 if YOU ever need, too. thanks, meg. <333
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been working a lot and having issues, so i haven't had a chance or bother to really investigate it, sorry.
that is also why my F. list here is trimmed down. people i don't talk to anymore/don't post with/see posts from often, and people from broken who probably hate me now.
i'll do it soon as i can.
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