I'm so fucking excited for Halloween!!! Jess & Cali's parzy's gonna be dope. Hopefully I'll be able to take time off from work..I'm due for a few drinks. I plan on being baby from House of 1000 Jigz & Devils Rejects...I bet you woulda never guessed that one..Hmmm...I have so much to say but none of it is of any importance. This past week has been ( Read more... )

My mouth is kiiiilling me dude. I really think my wisdoms are coming in. Oh, this is gonna be awful. I'm definently gonna try to avoid getting them pulled as much as possible..plus I don't have insurance so I don't know what the fuck I'm gonna do ( Read more... )

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I really don't know how or what I'm feeling right now...just pain...no matter what I choose to do with myself it will always follow me...the emptiness..the confusion...It doesn't help that yesterday was Sept. 11th. Maybe that has somewhat to do with the way I'm feeling recently..even though I constantly say how a certain date should not change the ( Read more... )

i'm restless, spitten dislexic, dirty & infectious..I've been singing Willie's songz all day. I miss him so very, very much...especially today for some reason. The 11th is almost here. I get chills just thinking about that awful day & it shouldn't affect me anymore than normal because it's just another day he's gone..another day closer to seeing ( Read more... )

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I finally chilled w. my Green koolaid & Cweigmaire (& Jonny ofcourse)...I was definently going through withdrawal for a minute there. We all went to Greenies Ma Dukes- & did a whole lotta nothing but doing nothing w. my favorite people is definently one of the best past times. It's endless laughs w. them. It's very hard to find people who ( Read more... )

So today was very unproductive. I'm glad I have a full time job because if I didn't work I would go insane. Outside of work Jon is the only person I spend time with so when he's not around I lie in bed all day daydreaming or I go online..it's pretty pathetic. I really need to get my life back. It just sucks because everything has changed so much in ( Read more... )

I'm exhausted but I'm afraid to go to sleep. I have the most fuked up dreams..I wish I could record them & play them for other people. & then I would sell them & make so much money off of my fuked up, unconcience mind..I don't even know how I come up w. these thoughts..I wish I didn't...I use to wonder if when you sleep your soul leaves your body ( Read more... )