steven

Dec 07, 2004 03:13

I still don't have words. I am still feeling like this isn't real. I feel like i've lost my mind. It doesn't make sense. I don't know where you went. There are to many questions to even answer. I keep playing memories over and over. I woke up today and i was like....it didn't really happen...but it did. I watched this video yesterday on www.badjon. ( Read more... )

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xindierockstarx December 7 2004, 00:50:16 UTC
he's still w/ you and w/ everyone he loves in spirit....if you need someone to talk to, i'm here. <3

i love you

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lasvegasgoodbye December 7 2004, 22:15:01 UTC
:) i can't wait to freakin see you @ swayzes fuck it's been forever. I waited for you at Dead To Fall, janet said you were coming i kept looking at the door all night but noooo faith was to good to hang out,...haha jk <3333.

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xindierockstarx December 8 2004, 01:10:03 UTC
wait, when was that?! haha, i'm so lost...

i can't wait to see you play dude...we need to hang out soon.

OH I GOT A NEW CELL. SO CALL ME WHEN YOU WANT TO HANG OUT! =D 678-361-8804

i love you dude <333

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leprechaun23 December 7 2004, 07:47:15 UTC
i know what you said when you were drunk...
...you said how much you missed him & loved him...i told you his death wasn't in vain bc look how much closer everyone has gotten...steve would want it this way...i love you wig...
xo
ashley

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shesprettynpink December 7 2004, 10:28:05 UTC
I wish I knew what to say. I could say the things that everyone has said to me, but, it doesn't help one bit. I talked to Micah's mom a long time. It's amazing how she makes sense of everything. I just kinda sat there and listened. She says she knows Stevie's in heaven... God gave her a peace about it. I know it to. I know he's looking down on us. He was always like my brother... watching out for me and threatening those who messed with me, :). I know how you feel... but, just know how much he loved you, and how he's always going to be there when you need him. That's all I can say. As for this empty feeling, I don't know if it'll ever go away... I love you with all my heart Chris! 770-957-9112... Use it... don't lose it.

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so_tongue_tied December 7 2004, 13:25:47 UTC
Aw Chris.

I haven't talked to you in a long time, I have a new sn, it's risque deblesser, we need to talk badly.

I hope you're doing okay. Love you pal.

Ellie.

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sarah_girlie December 7 2004, 13:33:16 UTC
chris....when i read this i really didn't know what to write....this crushes me seein u like this....i just want u to know....and im pretty sure u already know this....but that im always here for u and so is my house....ur always welcome...i will always be here ready to comfort u....i love u with all my heart....like u said before....we go way back...puttin bitches in there place....tee hee hee...just kidding....chris....i love u....i love u...i love u....i love u....i love u....and i know no matter what is said it will not take away ur pain....and im sorry.....and dont' worry i know what u said when u were drunk....it is nothin u would regret....everything u have said is soooo right.....and once again....im sorry and im always here....just a drive away and a phone call away....i love u i love u i love u i love u i love u.... <3

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