It's not about pushing boundaries or being original. It's not even about challenging the viewer. It's about an obsession with a vision. It's about the need to fill large tanks with formaldehyde and to float dead animals inside it.

I get it.

It's not about me or you or even the artist. It's about an idea that has taken over.

Yesterday when I was getting on the subway I thought about an article I read in the LSA alumni magazine about scientists that were studying alterations in brain chemistry caused by a person realizing he/she has made a mistake. I thought about what I had felt when I was younger after coming to terms with the consequences of my mistake. Who had I ( Read more... )

I'm ready to perform live. The plan is to go on early during a drum machine museum party at my loft. This will happen in August. August 13 to be exact ( Read more... )

there are ghosts in this house.


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RT and I drove 10 hrs from SF to Indio CA for the Coachella festival ( Read more... )

NIN fucking rules

Important Delivery Information

Scheduled Delivery: 30-March-2005

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Ship To:
Carlos Hinojosa
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SAN FRANCISCO
CA
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US

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Reference Number 1:
2 pcs of flesh

My friend, Kim Barry, died on Tuesday, March 22, 2005 ( Read more... )

so...i am vague. the reason is that i was never comfortable talking about myself. my parents always told me how great I was but I never believed it when i was growing up because they would just say it for no apparent reason and it would seem forced and unreal. so, that led me to, subconciously, believe that I wasn't great and that I was too weak to ( Read more... )

Here are a few "choice" pics from the Cabaret show last year.