just know that the things i would tell you about here have tired my mind to the point that i can no longer write about them. i'm tired. t minus 2 weeks, graceland, freedom, i have a dream, whatever.
i need something better than last night. and also, i am finally realizing just how getting burned in the past leaves you baggage in the present.
EDIT: and i have just gotten word that my mother's heart is no longer woking correctly. so. that brings yesterday's lackluster into today's depression. i'm kind of scared.