no more missed opportunities.
go big or go home.

aint got to voice, no clothes, no grandpa...
everything has been going to shit for the past month or 2. if its not one thing, its another.
oh, and fuck you.
no, really fuck you.

I want things to be fun again.
I'm so sick of the rude, crude, and obnoxious.

...its back, and stronger than ever.
Total suckcity.

I became tired of subjecting myself to these seemingly toxic things, both emotionally and physically. I'm not sure why I let myself go that route, perhaps its who I surround myself with. But, this is the time to raise the bar, to go bigger. Everyone has their own issues, but its important not to make their issues your own. Its even more ( Read more... )

Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves like locked rooms and like books that are written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will ( Read more... )

and some days I don't miss my family ( Read more... )

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Perhaps I should take more time and write in these sort of things. Its always interesting going back and reading what you were once thinking about, doing, interested in, looking at. We are always moving and changing as individuals, its good to go back and look at those changes. Life is enormous! Both long and short. So many things to ( Read more... )

I had nothing to offer anyone but my own confusion.

Have you learned the lessons only of those who admired you, and were tender with you, and stood aside for you? Have you not learned great lessons from those who braced themselves against you, and disputed passage with you?

Im not giving up.