oh a fabulous and fergalicious platonic date :)

hi friends
me's back to lj. sorta.

magistra is senting me something 'time-sensitive' in the mail. so i asked, "is it alive?"
she said "... you are cute." im so cute.

i had two long island iceteas lastnight and i think im still tipsy from it.
i go to my class intoxicated. how awesome of me.

it's sooo weird

lizza
i just want to say (when im still a bit tipsy)
that i loveeeeeeeee you!
you've been sounding quite down lately.
cheer up lady!!!!!
show me your big uggy smile : )

with mucha love,

horriball

i have a new future thingy/research interest ( Read more... )

forget about what i said about being a psychiatrist. any occupation with the prefix 'psycho' is an insane nut job. today i read my patient chart that amber wrote. they overanalyze every tiny bullshit... it was fun to read but also quite disturbing. i dont know whether i shoudl call it the 'trained insight' or just plain 'overreading,' but there was ( Read more... )

i feel fucking unbelievably depressed it's not even funny. im thinking about picking up smoking again. it might fuck up my lungs but at least it will keep my mood up. wow, today i even thought about turning myself in for using illegal drugs.. jail sounds awesomely tempting right now. im going fucking crazy again. shit. is it therapy?

i cried for like 7seconds in therapy today.

anyhow, im planning a winter trip to canada. im gonna ski and go to quebec. french speaker wanted. if interested, please let me know.