My mother, my only God ( Read more... )

But most of all ( Read more... )

At night ( Read more... )

Sometimes our minds make us believe , paint a picture of what we wish to see.. blinded by the falsities and masked by insecurities. I dont know if you realize, that your not alone. Can you let me know.. Theres someone out there for you. thats going through, the same as you. Within these pictures is the proof within each lie holds the truth. Each ( Read more... )

Seems in my maze of lonliness and of being lost.. Seems I have found my way without realizing it. I have been so caught up in my husband being gone that I didn't realize the things I have in front of me. I am moving out into a new place this weekend. I am happy about that. I started up my buisness with something I have always wanted to do which ( Read more... )

Winterborn (This Sacrifice ( Read more... )

Marilyn My Bitterness ( Read more... )

Abandonded ( Read more... )

Im not sure why I have been writing so many logs as of late. I havent been sleeping much like always. My last night of sleep was 3 days ago and I had another of those nightmares again. In my dream I was desperatly trying to wake up.. I thought I did but there I was trapped in my dream again.. I would wake up in my dream over and over. When I ( Read more... )

Let me feel what happiness is ( Read more... )