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When the tides of hate have stolen all the beauty in a point in time, it leaves nothing but traces of memories to rhyme. Grains of sand and broken shells, scars and pains of love on shelves. But after the storm has eroded away, all the has been and can be, start to decay. A comfort zone left to waste and forgot, Dont chance to take it as ( Read more... )

Hmm well I met up with the Eclipse House and my old freinds again. I ended up getting bit really bad by something and made my arm swell up alot. Not sure.. dont care.. Speaking of poison.. can u overdose on sugar? Im munching on some candy corn.. almost the whole bag hahah.. right.. anyways.. life still sucks.. I am just learning how to fake it ( Read more... )

Well my poor excuse for a husband decided that we are not compatable... after leaving 3 months ago.. stringing me along.. Saying he wants to be with me, that he will always love me, then wanting to be seperated and now this.. its a slow decay of what he thought was love. I am so tired of young boys its not funny.. I have come to realize there is ( Read more... )

When defeat is all you know ( Read more... )

My good freind Mike is comming up this weekend.. . He is just as confused and hurt as I am about this whole Matt thing. I am starting to hate this whole thing. I just dont get it. I prolly never will because Matt is to scared or whatever to tell me. I will be getting my permit this week.. then a license then my car.. Muhaha.. Highway is a good ( Read more... )

Life splinters through many dimensions.. I had another door open last night.. The death of a freind or appearance of death.. Its not fun. My life is back to empty again. Matt doesnt want to be with me.. Thats fine.. So long as he is happy.. When do I get to be happy again? Yeah .. thought so..

There are songs of sorrow ( Read more... )

My mate has been emailing me the best he can.. Says he was overwhelmed by everything.. That I was being pushy. Now I feel bad. I dont want to be. He means the world to me. I still to this day would die for him. But, he remains down in NC and I up here. It hurts everyday to lay in that bed alone. To look at our marrage license on the wall and ( Read more... )

Ghostless souls deep in flesh ( Read more... )