It still feels so surreal. Everything still feels so surreal. Starting with marching practice, then prom, then graduation and the all night party. Am I the only one who feels like we're just on Spring Break or something? And that in a matter of days we're going back to school? To the jampacked halls, the hall nazis, the fries at lunch, and the ( Read more... )

I feel now, more than ever, that life as i know it will end or stop at the end of august. i realize that life is going to merely continue and 4 years from now this moment, this moment of uncertainty mixed with excitement and happiness will only be one amongst the many slightly important moments in my life. but right now...this significance is so ( Read more... )

MASC/MAHS states was exactly what i needed. a weekend away from home and time to relax and sing crazy council songs. our presentation went very well and im glad i went through with this. i remember getting really overwhelmed with this presentation bc of just...so many things. but no longer. :) because its over with. the best part of the weekend? ( Read more... )

On the topic of grad parties. I've never really wanted one to begin with. And now that everyone's setting their dates and whatnot, I think I've decided as well: I'm not going to have a grad party. Or at least not one in June or July. I'm planning on having some sort of get-together with everyone mid-august before everyone leaves for college. I want ( Read more... )

I am so glad these past two weeks are over. Life has been way too hectic and now that I finally have a moment or two of "breathing time", I can settle down, catch up on hw, refocus, and do whatever it is that I still need to do. Prom Fashion Show 2006 was beyond amazing. I absolutely LOVED my dress. :D Although I had my inhibitions before the whole ( Read more... )

Break went by way to fast. I didn't get much accomplished (didn't catch up on C&P or The Awakening...) besides some random scholarships that my mother forced me to do. oh and i filled out my fafsa (which now that i think about it, really is quite an accomplishment). The only good thing about sundays is Grey's Anatomy. I forgot what this week's ( Read more... )

This is probably the longest that i've ever gone without an update. i feel surprisingly indifferent. and slightly like a hypocrite. but watever ( Read more... )

I'm glad things are winding down now. I keep saying "I'm so ready to get out of here" but now i truly mean it. chs has been beyond amazing. HS in general was just so much better than the way that all the teenage movies make it out to be and for that, im extremely grateful. but im ready to do bigger and better things. see eye-opening things and ( Read more... )

one more semester and we're done. how mindblowing is that?! maybe its just hard for me to grasp that number because for me, the end always existed but was never palpable. i've never been a great abstract thinker and so may also contribute to my inability to understand "one semester". even now, as i type the words "the end", i can almost hear ( Read more... )

Kevin came home today and declared, "I pee-ed in my pants today at school!" i then started to choke on the cheez-it that i was eating and my mother almost had to perform the heimlich (sp?) on me. turns out that they were taking a science test and his teacher told them no one can go to the bathroom during the test. and since he couldnt hold it... ( Read more... )