Coco, spiced chocolate bnib, petticoat & more behind the cut...

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I don't think i ever got around to posting this here... so after two years here you go ( Read more... )

Dear Grandpa ( Read more... )

i can feel it coming.

slowly. its building.

not sure if i can make it through work on mon. we'll see how it goes.

i hate december.

I am so upset at the moment because I feel like j had a breakthrough and it's not the good kind after bringing up to my mom about the past weekends events and how my sister made us leave so fast I'm so upset because I've realized that for the past 25 years I've been playing by everyone elses rules never taking into consideration my own feelings ( Read more... )

grief and sadness come at you in various ways when you are least expecting it. its triggered by a memory, a photo, a smell, or a taste of something familiar and yet at the same time you are losing it ( Read more... )

is so fucking unfair.

the past few weeks have seemed to be trying times. i found out about a very dear friend's unexpected passing that has felt like a ton of bricks was dropped on me. i still struggle knowing that they aren't here, that it wasn't their time to go and i feel like something happened along the way. i know he wouldn't have wanted me ( Read more... )

 dear grandpa ( Read more... )

Make bold the things you have done.
Italic all the things you WISH you had done or would like to do.
Then steal and copy to your LJ.

1. Started your own blog
2. Slept under the stars
3. Played in a band
4. Visited Hawaii
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland
8. Climbed a mountain
9. Held a praying mantis
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June 9, 2008. I'm at such a loss for words and emotions. I think shock is more like it... I haven't really broken down and cried yet. My neighbor, who has known me since birth passed suddenly today and I'm just... at a loss for words. I remember as a kid going over their house for popycock and tv, trying to play with Shasta but she didn't want to, ( Read more... )