Im not feeling any better at all. In fact I feel worse. My body is aching all over, I feel sick and throat is sore. I looked at mirtazapine in case it causes flu likke symptoms, but it doesnt unless suffer withdrawel effects when stop it. I will take it at 9 tonight. It totally knocks me out and its horrible :(. I need to be up again tomorrow hence ( Read more... )

I got out at 2.30, so half hour before my goal time ;). I finished buying my SS pressie and managed to find a box that suits it abit better...not great but better than the huge one which is the only one I could find before! Wrapped it all up and its ready to be sent off tomorrow :)

Taken Mirtaz already so that I can hopefully get up in the morning ( Read more... )

So I think today will be a fail. Mirtazapine seems to want to make me sleep for 12 hours at least! Therefore bed after 12=up after 12!

It also looks so horrible outside that I dont know if I can muster up the motivation to actually go out :(. I should really go out somewhere at least though :o. Its just so so cold and I have to go in the shower and ( Read more... )

I feel so so sick this evening. Took lax early and normally I sleep through this sick feeling but its horrible...actually feels like im about to throw up :( Ugh

Bed soon I think :o

Talking to A's best friend on facebook...hes been such a good support to me this weekend. I realy appreciate that. Hes good as he is friends with both me and A so very ( Read more... )

Today has been ok...I got up this morning...weighed as it was Tues and im up 1.9kg since Friday...FUCK ME. Im trying to rationalise this as everytime I drink, my body holds onto the water and my weight is always up...so yes...I really want to weigh tomorrow to see if back down, but I think I will try and hold on until Friday which is offically when ( Read more... )

Had a good weekend. Friday..bit of a rush, ate dinner then went downstairs to the little party and the walk on to introduce all of the teams. The drive up was ok. I was with A, his mum and E. It went ok and wasnt too awkward with me and A having the discussion the night before ( Read more... )

So a good day yesterday :) didnt have time to get online though :(

Got up and went to area meeting for the Capital project. It was a good day...free lunch ;) lol and got to chat to alot of good people :). Something that made me laugh was that the leader said (bearing in mind everyone who works for capital and is a member of capital has MH probs) 'I ( Read more... )

I cant believe it is December already...thats CRAZY!!

The title...Mum got me a malteaser advent calender so nom nom.  I find having an advent calender always makes the month go quicker lol.

Im not being so strict with the Christmas goals now. I wont make my silly weight goal and just trying to focus on being healthy instead. If uni goes ahead in Feb ( Read more... )

Today has been good :).

I went to last group at the day hospital. It was meant to be rambling so I was hoping would get some exercise...turns out because of all the stikes, we had to stay in the hosp so ended up playing Pictionary...not really my idea of exercise lol. Anyway, finished there now...I will pop back in with a card and some chocs for ( Read more... )

So....been avoiding here since yesterday incase A came on after me. Ive had confirmation now that I was the last person online so I can come on now. Problem is though mods arent sure there is a way to see previous times I was online :( I really really hope they can as I need to know.

I hate that he has been snooping...well I believe he has been. I ( Read more... )