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So this week I have decided to stay home and not go to Marin... I am happy I did that. Things seemed to be going really well. I don't knwo but now they feel like they are falling a part again and its not what I need. I kinda feel like locking my self in my room so I dont have to deal with anything and I dont have to deal with the dissapointment of ( Read more... )

I cant sleep.. I think its becasue i am sick and I am hungrey... I am looking forward to this weekend hopefully I wont be to sick to go out... I get to see Ben!!! NIKKI, I have a date with Tiffany and I am going to see my favorite person PHIL BROWN I <3 that guy! I miss Adam is not the same with out him here, I had a good time with him this break ( Read more... )

Chritmas Break was great with a few exceptions!! But what was great abotu it was ( Read more... )

One of those nights where you meet someone you really connect with and then yor asked to leave right when its starts to get good, and you now know you'll never see him again. that is what sucked so bad I know his name and will always know it our conversation i will always remember. This night just sUcKed real bad- I don't even know what to do with ( Read more... )

Well first Merry Christmas Eve to every one!! Things latley have been okay I have gotten to be aorund the people I love most, Andrew, Phil, Danny, Camille!! And I met some new peopel which was really nice a change in my life somethign that is finally different. I MISS ADAM AND NIKKI<3 But I get to see Adam on Sunday he made me soooo HAPPY when he ( Read more... )

Last night BLEW... Got all ready and waited, and waited all night fell aslseep waiting. Then said Happy Birthday to my brother and hung out downstairs listeing to my brother being mean to me then went to be bed with some satisfaction. Hopefully tonight will actually happen. Had to Quit my job! (which sucks) I MISS NICOLETTE A LOT! Its not the same ( Read more... )

i am so tired, nikki and tim came to see me today! it made me pretty happy, i felt like people cared. I dont know what to say. I am so greatful for certain people in my life.... *andrew* what a great person he is. I am looking forwards to break i think. I am hoping to spend a lot of time with people!! And !Adam¡ is home : ) i am excited about that ( Read more... )

I feel like shit! I saw Andrew and Phil, 2 of my faovorite people to night! We didn't do much all of us, Colin, Alyson and Yvonne went for a drive *suppose to go to the beach* but that didnt really work! I dont know right now i just feel liek shit, i felt like no one wanted to hang out with em tonight i dono! its wired liek I was excited at the ( Read more... )