Shady, why are people so shady recently. Is it just me or what? The people I am close to have been shady, people i am not close with have been shady. What the FUCK people I mean come on there are better things to be in the fucking world then shady. Seriously I hate them all when they act this way. But whatever i guess i will have to isolate myself ( Read more... )

well things have been interesting lately. I guess certain people do not know how to talk to me or make a connection with me which sucks becaue they are peopel I want a connection with. I miss Adam a lot, i had a mixture of a great time with him and a sad time. I get sad to think he is in Santa Cruz but hopefully i will see him at christmas break ( Read more... )

1) first name: Lauren ( Read more... )

I really wonder what peopel think of ..... its a constant thing on my mind so please let me know...!!!!!!!! Any who life SUCKS whoop whoop di dooo is how I feel right now. There seems to be nothign really to look forward too... like usualyy i am excited to come home and this week I am really not. But guess what Kids I am coming home tuesday night ( Read more... )

I dont get some people, well i do but i dont think there fair but then again life isn't fair right???? I FEEL LIKE RYAN AND TYLER HATE ME becasue of us getting in trouble. I am pretty sure Nikki doesnt. at least i hope not! Some people really make me angry adn HURT my feelings. Liek i was talking to Danny tonight and he was liek you think the world ( Read more... )

Well i certaniley had enough exctitement for one week, getting in trouble with the cops, having to sell my car, drinking, seeing Adam ( which i am happy about ), smoking, meeting Ashley... Being with Ryan was one of my favorite nights, he so cute :) I also spent time with Adam which mad eme very happy i havent seen him in forever!! I <3 that guys ( Read more... )

Maybe it's intuition ( Read more... )

I am excited for today.. so excited i can't sleep ah! I am still sick and my back hurts so much still*** But I get to spend time with teo people i <3 Andrew and Danny. Being with people makes me so happy.. and My buddy Adam comes home today!! WOO HOO! I also get to spend time with Nicolette ( and her cousin ? ) and Phil(hopefully) !!!!!!!! For ( Read more... )

I am sick i have a fever AND IT SUCKS!!!! But i found out I am going to Flordia in March for a week or 2 with my good friend Kate!! (boreding school friend) I am very excited about that. I also wonder when are spring break is? Becasue Nikki and I and possinbly two other lucky people ( we have an idea of who we want to go) are going to ( Read more... )

what a horrible weekend... things were just difficult this weekend, poor redwood got there ass's kick and god damn casa crushed my friend Coulter ( the hot one # 6 ) You know Phil i already told you this but you make me laugh so hard and your one of my favorite people and i only have 4 favorite people icluding you : ) OH dear if only things woould ( Read more... )