Friday night gayness.... ah god i am sick of everything, so sick of it! I dont understand some of my friends. Nothing feels good anymore. life feels so empty now its like a black whole that is the best way to explain it. Thank you Nikki my love for having us wake up @ 7:30 A.M.!!! Tonight shall be fun, I really want to go to the beach *havent been ( Read more... )

So there are two people in your life that you love so much but they can seem to get along right now. Things seem to be sucking right now in every aspect. I really hate life, i see no point to it. Ah FUCK . Not to metion anxiety is driving my up the wall and my mom is driving me insane. I feell liek people do not liek me right now it kinda sucks. ( Read more... )

I am so excited to be home! Tonight was intersting with Vinnie and Nikki.... I missed every one i miss you all when i am down in Marin so much! its totally a different atmosphere there then from petaluma. This weekend should be good ( I hope ) Adam is coming home soon and I am excited about that! :) There is a lot on my mid but it just not able to ( Read more... )

The power went out tonight... someone hit the power poles or whatever and send one side of Mill Valley's power out. Why are there so many car accidets lately? Any who... I AM COMING HOME TOMORROW! yey I am so excited to come home! I had a good time with my "marin homies" - (as Phil wold call them) I am ready to see all you beatiful people at home! ( Read more... )

I hate this... you know when you like someone and they dont like you? Found out some shitty stuff about that to night... It hurts so much especially when you like the person so much and its not just a crush but no one seems to understand that, not even your best friend. It seems pointless anymore to like anyone ( guys )** I already had a bad day ( Read more... )

Name:Lauren ( Read more... )

I just can't sleep maybe its becsue i havent tried but i have a lot on my mind and i have a pounding head ache i wish someone could rub my head (Andrew or Danny) they help my head aches****** Do you ever wish you weere not here sometimes like i guess you could say gone maybe just think about it??? Becasue i do all the time, i always really wonder ( Read more... )

I guess it looks like i am turning into one of those people with a Live Journal and a My Space thing... ( not that there is anything wrong with them ) So I definitely agree with Adam on this no offense to the people who do this but who does want to read about what you ate that day or what you did... although I will be writing more about my thougts ( Read more... )