i am beginning to neglect my responsibilities.

i decided about seventh period today, that i am just plain not going to go to the lit center tomorrow morning. i'm just not going to tutor. no!

"but laura!" says miss reliable, "what about the dumb kids that need to ( Read more... )

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zoom zoom zoom.

that way goes my day,  my year,  my life.

zoooooooooooooom!

i'm going up to Madison on Friday to talk  to an Honors College ( Read more... )

so, how does it feel to be on your way out? really, now...what have you learned?

( this is what )

ho hum ( Read more... )

each day is an improvement over the last.

this means that i have some outstanding days coming.

hurrah.

oh god not again. not already. god grant me serenity...

sometimes, i just make the sound and my body shakes, but no tears come out.

that is the worst of all.

man...i feel like a woman.

was it really necessary to drown my sorrows in the endless racks of  marshall fields?

yes, yes it was.

i lost it again about 15 minutes before i had to go audition, this time while standing in the doorway of my room.

i have a new anthem.

on second thought, at least i am not this girl.

"Egyptian Surgeons Remove Girl's Second Head"

                                                                    "i had a great time, laura."