So I got a new job at GE/FMR in Orlando and Melbourne doing accounting supervisory/payroll managing in orlando and then going to jobsite in Melbourne to oversee the production of our currect job projects. Got a nice ass pay raise compared to BCC. It ended up being about fifteen grand more a year, so that's cool. So I am enjoying it thusfar, apart ( Read more... )

Friends only. Comment to be added bitches.

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Now days it's hard to tell who really cares for me ( Read more... )

I'm moving out of my house. Yay! lol.

I am 10% Idiot.

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I think a part of me has officially died. I don't feel the same anymore emotionally. I feel completely care free about everyone. I don't care about other's problems. I'm tired of being the hero.
It's been three weeks since the new meds, and I think thats why I feel like this.

And the scary part? I think I like it this way...

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I forgive you for doubting me
I forgive you for wishing the worst upon me
I forgive cause a man is not a man
Until he takes on God like ways
I forgive but I will not forget.

Now days it’s hard to tell who really cares for me
So when you read this, you should say a prayer for me.

It finally happened... I snapped. I stopped caring today about everything, and worse, everyone. All day I barely said anything to anyone, including my supervisor. She tried talking to me to see what was wrong, and I just shrugged it off like I always do. I feel completely emotionless and empty...

Lord help me.