So, like normal, nothing interesting or new has occured. Other then my normal annual ear infection/allergy outbreak. It's within a month every year that my ears get clogged and my nasel passages start to drain. The ear part is the worst because it makes everything difficult. Yesterday I took a day off of work to actually fully recover, for the ( Read more... )

I think I am falling for a guy.

I don't think he is slightly aware of that situation.

I am lost.

So in January the owners at Cucina asked if I would be able to help out and host for them for a bit. So for the past two months I have been picking up hosting shifts. This wouldn't be so awful if I didn't despise hosting to begin with but after two months I would rather shoot myself in the head then go to another hosting shift.... but guess what ( Read more... )

Moving in a week and a half. A week from thursday. A little more then a week and I have still yet to tell my dad. I am not prepared to tell my step-mom becuase everything I do in her eyes is wrong and I am ruining my life with every breath that I take. So on thursday night last week (when the countdown was at two weeks till m-day) I had come ( Read more... )

Whoo hoo! So today is friday and I got a phone call from one of my new co-workers at cucina asking if they could work for me. I am not sure how good it looks on me that I said ok to the owners but I am still working the rest of the weekend and I haven't requested ANY days off either; so that should be a blessing in disguise. So I get tonight off ( Read more... )

I feel like such a bitch right now. I feel so self centered that there is no way I can really explain it. Ever since I found out on thursday night that I had actually been hired at this little italian restaraunt in Oak Park i have been all about myself. Honestly and I feel like a bitch because it is only now at like 11pm that I have completly ( Read more... )

So when we were both little ( Read more... )

So how do I tell someone that they have to stop using me ( Read more... )

Drank too much coffee tonight but had a blast. Wrote some poetry by me and a friend only writing one line each.... i've edited them only slightly to give them the flow that we had when reading them aloud but it was amazing how we both seemed to be on the same page. The thoughts just flowed onto the paper perfectly...... Loving the times that ( Read more... )

If I could go back ( Read more... )