So moms flight lands at 8 which means I need to leave at 8 to go get her. I on the other hand am on a coffee high........loving it!!!!! But out of all the things I wanted to get done(-) I have only completed (x) these ( Read more... )

I GOT MY FIRST TATTOO ( Read more... )

It's a good thing they say, I think it could be. Still a it pessimistic about everything. The fact that my psychiatrist "forgot" to leave a perscription for me after he ok'd my release from the hospital. It's like at that point he was trying to force me to spend an extra night in the hospital just to get my meds. Sorry to say but I didn't get ( Read more... )

So, here is goes: I am a shitty person, I have been well aware of this for quite some time now but recently I have had some extra time to screw people over and overanalyze my thoughts. So here goes what I have concluded from my week and so "vacation" from work ( Read more... )

I'm trying I keep telling myself but no one seems to notice it. I swear I can get through it this time but it seems so much worse then it has before. Normally the meds keep me sane but I've been on them for months and I still feel like I am falling, oh wait I already fell almost a week ago. It's awful to have to tell work that even though you ( Read more... )

Kinda feeling better about life, love and everything else. Something has happened in my life where I have realised as much as I try to be what everyone wants me to be I can truly only be me. I can't do everything for everybody, but i can help when I don't have things to do for myself. In the past few months I have really started doing things for ( Read more... )

It's been too long but hey. My life sucks and isn't getting any better. Decided randomly to check out liz's livejournal and decided to do the 20 random things you don't know about me. The sad thing is liz and brandon are probably the only two who will ever read this, maybe greg, so here it goes ( Read more... )

Fucking Lost. Thats how I feel. Can't believe I got myself so far in. I wasn't even thinking. What am i doing? I just can't figure out what I want. Fucking people saying things, sinking into my head. Drilling me with what they think I should be doing and I can't fucking figure out what I want. It should be easy to listen to my heart but it ( Read more... )

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey ( Read more... )