I feel like I was used. I was sent to what was supposed to be an open forum discussion at work with a list of comments/concerns from a bunch of the staff. The shitty part is it wasnt meant to be an open forum. The new GM is pissed at me because I brought up things the were " supposed to be discussed with managment prior to the meeting." Not in ( Read more... )

I have felt so fucking confused for the past couple of months and I feel like there is no way to end it. I feel like whatever I do I won't be able to do what I want to do in the situation. I am confused and can't get whats going on out of my head. I feel like all I do is think about it and that doesn't do anything to help it. I don't know if he' ( Read more... )

I feel like everything that ever seems like it is going ok, not great but ok, it all falls to shit. I am not just talking like one or two days or bullshit I am talking the past fucking month has gone wrong, out right wrong. I feel like I have no brain. All I do is fuck with things that were going fine. I have had four complaints at work in four ( Read more... )

Tonight is the first night in three nights that I have slept at home. It's odd and weird that I haven't come home other then to shower and change clothes. It's Tuesday night, fucking tuesday night. Blah. Not like anything that has happened since sat. has been talked about. I want to talk about what has been going on but I don't know how to. I ( Read more... )

Everything goes wrong, when everything seems to start going right. Nothing ever works out for me. I was driving to the city on friday night and since highland park doesn't plow their streets very often I ended up skidding over a curb. Nothing seemed wrong with my car, it was driving fine. Sat on my way home, everything was fine, no loss of air ( Read more... )

I am feeling old lately, well atleast too old to still be living at home. My mom and I got into a huge fight last week and I told her I wanted to move out. Well all in all it has turned out pretty well. I have someone to move out with. He's great, a good friend who will be understanding of my odd girly quirks. Its like I know it will work out ( Read more... )

Another day and it just seems like every other day of the past three weeks. It's like all I ever do is work and I have to wait another week and a half until I have two days off a week. Thanks to me actual asserting myself, which took toooooo long. It's like all I ever do is plan on work, getting things ready for work, what I need to do for work ( Read more... )

Its closing in on a week since the dreadful day of Valentines. Is it awful that I still want someone to spend a crappy Halmark Holiday with, or is it just not my luck to actually have someone to spend "love days" with. I think I am done being alone. I just hate it, its been too long since someone wanted me. Not just for sex. I am done, no ( Read more... )

So after all the snow that we have gotten in the past day my mom decided to pull out of the driveway without shoveling. Well she ended up getting herself stuck in the snow. What was amazing is that after five minutes of me and my mom out shoveling a hummer and an acura SUV pulled over on the side of the street. Two men got out of there cars and ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas to All ( Read more... )