I have been very happy lately...with the exception of a couple things bringing me down ( Read more... )

I actually wanted to do something tonight besides sit at my house...but there is nothing ( Read more... )

It is such a relief to not be upset at things like that anymore. My cares have shifted, and I am thankful ( Read more... )

Fuck you. You don't know shit. And the beauty of it is that is all I am ever going to say to you again. I don't care to justify myself to you. So hate me. And talk shit. I hope it helps you move on to think I'm a horrible person ( Read more... )

I shouldn't have told my Dad about the bats, mice, and homeless people living in the abandoned house next door. I never knew I had so many shoes. My closet is filled with condom wrappers that missed the trash and tons of beer caps. I'm leaving behind some things, including a shelve with pictures of me, haah, and other things for my daddy to look ( Read more... )

I will never make an excuse for anyone, ever again.  It is degrading enough to make one for myself.  But only I know my intentions.  No, I will never truly know anyone elses. 
I am broken of my ignorance, and by my own strength, I will not be stupid.  It does always stand that I will be understanding and considerate.  But I am trying first and ( Read more... )

I love summer. And drinking. And I lvoe spending time with sweet people. I've been telling myself to focus on the good, and I've been doing an OK job. But it does get to me, how things change. Especially when I honestly believed they would never. It's painful to realize that through time things have been lost. And it's more painful to be ( Read more... )

I haven't been to that part of the lake since last year. I used to go and sit alone and read, and wish someone was with me. It's nice today but I really don't want to go alone. I don't even think the peacefulness would soothe my fucking brain. Or is it my heart? Oh well ( Read more... )

It's OK.
I know.
It'd just be more than nice to hear that from you.
After all of this though, any doubts I have, I dont' even give a fuck.
I'm going to practice saying a lot of things because then maybe it wll be easier to pretend I mean them.
Tonight my souliton was the biggest problem I could have had.

Unbelievable. Yet it's what I said I'd always believe in ( Read more... )