So I am stuck with no car all weekend. I had to order a new wheel and it will not be in until monday. The dude had quite a reaction when he saw what a nice job I did jacking shit up. I can't wait to see how much it will set me back...with a new tire and alignment also. Paid 110 last week because I was drunk...then whatever this time. Went to ( Read more... )

What do words like that mean? Maybe nothing meant for me, yet my ears catch them and convert them into tiny illusions. the scandalous parts all around grab hold of these possibeliefs and they make there way, and i breathe thenm in and out for days and days ( Read more... )

Who smiles at a time like that? That is probably the sweetest thing I've ever known. And your answer was "I'm just really happy right now". And for a minute I thought you were laughing at me...

Yes.

again and again and again and again i see your face in everything ( Read more... )

I hate funerals. I hate the thickness of pain throughout the room...and I hate seeing a person in a coffin. They are not even a person anymore. Never put me in a coffin. I do not want my loved ones last memory of me to be all made up and not moving.

I am missing my girly. I think this is the first time in years she has left me.
"lines don't keep other people out, they fence you in". or something like that

Making it easy for me. A good thing for the near future, potentially harmful later on. Ugh. But this last week has been fun. SOmetimes I feel like I am leaving my mind. But then I just think...life can be lived so many different ways and to think the way you are accustomed to living is the only way can make you feel out of your mind when pulled ( Read more... )

Holy shit. I think the Earth just went fucking spinning out of control. And my brain doesn't know what the hell to tell my feet to do. Who did it?
What is going on here?! Scared? Awe? No idea...I just think I should huddle in a corner, eyes open wide and take a minute to calm myself down. I would def. like a little something to mellow me out.

Most of my formative relatsionships have been...induced (ha) by alcohol. If not severely influenced by that lifestyle; not iiving through my own mind...maybe? I haven't had a relationship where all we did was party cause its' def. not like that. But I find myself wondering whether I'm capable of having a sober adult relationship. I wonder if I' ( Read more... )