My counselling program is coming to an end, by November Im going to be expected to actually take people into an office and help them. Fuck. To make matters worse I was planning to go to a nice community drug service centre with two other people from the program but alas I will now have my year placement at the department of Justice,in fremantle Im ( Read more... )

a small part from the story I've been writing for the last two years, two god damn years and Im yet to crack the one hundred page mark, if only it wasnt so blatantly based on my own life i would get it done a lot faster because I'd feel less self indulgent and lets face it I'd spend a lot less time memory cringing.

The next day I skipped uni for ( Read more... )

I just sent an "SOS" email to a close friend where i made numerous references to being drunk, not being appreciated for my greatness and how if i had enough oil in my pantry  to replace my old grotty deep fryer oil I could be bathing in hash browns  and various other crunchy potato flavoured snacks right about now. Lets just say Im not coping so ( Read more... )

Why oh why did I go online on MSN for a brief moment, now Im staring down the barrel of working for my sister and heavily pregnant 19 yr old niece full time for some crazy VoIP company that i know nothing about but she insists she can teach me. You see this is what happens when you are starved for familial attention and decide to share something ( Read more... )

I went and had coffee with my nonna this afternoon since it might be a while until i have time to visit again. Mum was there to of course, to translate. I invited her to come have dinner with me at my new place once everything is settled but she refused saying something in italian about how im living in sin. Finally! Im the last of her ( Read more... )

The countdown is on! three days until I move in with my boyfriend. A sentence I never thought I would write, in fact I think I hear the faint sound of mocking laughter flowing through my soon to be gone computer room. Bernie plus a permanent one. like Kraft Macaroni and cheese once I was the single shiny packet, 99cents, now Im the deluxe box. If I ( Read more... )

With this awful sun light hitting the side of my face I find myself growing increasingly concerned about just how filthy my computer screen is. I mean come on! how many old man dentures did I have to pull out of dirty dish water to afford this baby and look at how I treat it. My cat is curled up asleep on the bed next to me, all day I've been ( Read more... )

Last night two awful things happened while I was in bed, firstly at around 2am i woke up choking on some kind of bug or cat fur ball or something of that nature. I was gasping for air and as I made my way to the bathroom I thought for one split second, Im going to die alone in my tiny rental flat with my cat circling me for days until someone finds ( Read more... )

Entry number 2076 into why I need to get a life-- I find mysef  sitting at the computer thinking I really want Family Ties on DVD. It just came to me like some beautiful dream.

That is all.

I would like to begin by saying that I dont recognise anyone in this episode of home and away. Also the most exciting thing in my day is the news that Paul McCartney and Heather whats her name have separated, I was thrilled in fact, being a long time Paul and Linda romanticist, I feel this is a victory for lovelorn sad sacks every where. I should ( Read more... )