sometimes i get kind of sad and disapointed in the world and life and everything.

but then i remember how fucking awesome everyone/thing is.

so monday i woke up in the middle of the night like all feverish and dizzy and not good. so i took my temperature and i had a fever and i didn't feel good but i went to school anyway. but then i kept getting really light-headed so i went home. and then the same thing happened monday night so i didn't go to school tuesday. and then tuesday afternoon ( Read more... )

I love the song Landlocked Blues ( Read more... )

Today a little piece of what was left of my early teenage angst and hormone ridden fangirldom had died, along with Heath Ledger. Heath...a decent actor, and a brilliant man. How many friends have I made just because of him ("OHMYGOD, is that a picture of Heath Ledger magnet'ed to you locked?!? I TOTALLY LOVE HIM TOO!"), how many horrid boy-drama ( Read more... )

get home, run online, print out my supervised driving form, fill it out, grab Mom, hop in my car, parallel park for practice, do a few k turns for practice, switch with mom because she has to drive me to my test, start driving up eastwood the three or so blocks to the test site ( Read more... )

i have a really really good, legitimate reason to talk to/hang out with his really really cute, nice, single, smart, my age guy.

so why am i so dead-set against having a relationship?
why am i so not over him?

i wish i wish i wish

i knew what i wanted.

LOLCANO ( Read more... )

i feel ever so slightly overwhelmed by the ongoings in my life right now.
but, that's okay.

Last night, Emily picked Me and Kiko up and we ate pizza and then went to see Juno, which was brilliant. Then we met up with Danielle and Vic and drove to starbucks. Just drove around blasting Mambo #5, Yung Joc, Hannah Montana, whatever. It was amazing. Pouring rain but not that cold, you know. The kind of night where it could have been the ( Read more... )