Casey played the second set in boston last night.

//suidice.

ASHLEY DON'T SAY A WORD.

I'm ridiculous ( Read more... )

I'm so bored right now ( Read more... )

An internet friend of mine, Barbara Tassanari, was murdered by her husband on Tuesday. I didn't really know her very well, we had only talked a few times, but it's a terribly sad situation ( Read more... )

I live in a neighborhood full of stupid, useless, cruel people.

and sad-eyed, bored children with no one to play with and no self-esteem because they are screamed at for everything they do.

so before the horrid death of ftfv1, i wasn't posting much at all, and didn't think i'd miss it, but i really did.

i had to resort to being on grown-up forums where no one thought it was funny to say "cunt" a lot and imply cybersex with everyone. which were actually really fun but not the same at all.

i feel really weird right now. not bad weird.

Today was good.

The past few days haven't been but now, i suppose they don't matter. i hope they don't matter.

Last night i dreamed Ashley was a zombie and she dug up Adam West's body and ate it while we were camping.
Today i planted flowers and vegetables and got some sun. i had orange chicken for dinner.
it was a good day.

so i really want to go to the TREOS farewell show ( Read more... )

i wasn't aware anyone's mood could go up and down and quickly and intensely as mine.

We have tested the boyancy of loyalty

maybe it was time. before it became too much of a good thing. like every other band. that's what i'm going to tell myself. that with this one, it will end with an amazing record and good friends and not some shitty single that divides us. the only thing i am going to regret, probably for the rest of my life, is ( Read more... )