God, I didn't expect to write in this journal again, but here goes. I am have no idea what to do about the Roy situation, honestly. He is so nice to me. Quite honestly, I don't really expect guys to treat me very well, maybe because of past incidents and things. I mean, it's not a pessimistic thing, just how I feel. But, like all good things, there ( Read more... )

Yes, I'm leaving tomorrow. Last minute bonding by seeing Hero together with Everyone. Anyways, today was Ozzfest. I ruined my whole pale skin thing and now, I'm red. More correctly, pink. Very. And it hurts. Dimmu sounded delightful. It was really scary at first because it was really scary. But then, I saw this Japanese family and the mother was ( Read more... )

"Hero," a Quentin Tarantino film. Liar. Promoting a movie by buying its copyrights and distributing it under a false name is shameless. I'm extremely annoyed with the fact that, first of all, Zhang Yi Mou (Actual Director) sold the rights of his movie in a lame attempt of money-hoarding, and second of all, that some American movie production ( Read more... )

Here is the beginning of the goodbyes ( Read more... )

"Beauty wasn't the treachery he imagined it to be, rather it was an uncharted land where one could make a thousand fatal errors, a wild and indifferent paradise without signposts of evil or good ( Read more... )

So I'm back again, and I'm so exhausted, but I'm excited to see everyone. The biggest thing to announce is I guess on August 6th, we are having a BBQ at my house for my birthday. So you guys, please come. Don't have to bring a present, because I know everyone is really tight on money. I'm sure I'll see most of you by then, but if I don't, I can ( Read more... )

So I go back to China and immediately becomes the fat girl. My aunt, who happens to be a doctor, said that someone my height should never go over 100 lbs. My cousin kept on calling me chubby and telling me that his girlfriends never weighted over 95 lbs and the lowest one weighted 70 lbs. Then, he was encouraging me to do more situps because he ( Read more... )

He is razorblade thin ( Read more... )

"I am my own." She walked away. Her memories will lie burnt into the earthly flesh, while her dreams are "away." There is a hungry longing for a purity that can not be offered by the dying statues around her. They have been worn and they are musicians of such flaws that for a while, even she was buried alive. Her young, fragile body can not be the ( Read more... )

For the record, I did not come to prom drunk. I naturally have the intoxicated aura. Anyways, what I want to talk about is this club called Show in the city. Tanya and I went on Saturday and it is only approachable through a secret guest list. Luckily, I found us a preferred guest card, which meant that not only were not carded, but we got in with ( Read more... )