EXTREMELY IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT!!
This journal will be moved to sinful_emerald!! The main reason I did this was because I hated my username, and made a completely new journal. I WILL BE COPYING MY FRIENDS LIST, AND ASK YOU TO UPDATE YOURS AS WELL. Thank-you so much!

♥ Angie
sinful_emerald

All hail the goddess of figuring things out. I have learned how to animate. *bows* Now, for the works of art: (At least that's how I consider them, as they took fucking forever to make.)


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Oof. Not much to tell really, except for the usual bad things.
Cut again. I stopped up the drain in the sink in my bathroom, sliced up my arm, and just bled. I also smeared blood on my wrists because I didn't want to cut them; I was going pretty deep. I think a couple of them are going to scar...it's the deepest I've ever gone. I also noticed that ( Read more... )

I slaved forever making these icons, so I thought I would post for all to admire:

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The doctor did indeed give me more medication as I had expected. He bumped me up to 30mg of Lexapro, which in turn will be upped to 40mg when I go back this Monday. He also gave me Zyprexa, which he said would help me even more. Well, the Zyprexa sucks. The only reason it would keep me from feeling badly is because I'm never awake. In the past 24 ( Read more... )

Well, I'm off to the doctor's today. Last Wednesday when my therapist saw my cut up arm, she sighed and ran her fingers through her hair. She looked at the ceiling for a few minutes and then back at my arm. "You've got to double it." She said, looking me straight in the eyes. I wonder how many times I have to double it before it starts working ( Read more... )

Posting again, I remembered I wanted to share some poetry I wrote about a week ago...*sigh* It's probably no good, but I tend to write this stuff without even thinking. So I'll put it behind a livejournal cut.
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She looks like any other teenage girl out there ( Read more... )

Why...why...why...do I do this to myself? I did it again, over and over and over...
They're all over. It was different this time...I was in a really weird state of mind, I don't know how to explain it. Next thing I know my forearm is slashed up and the blade is resting right beside me. Guilty again. It's burning ( Read more... )

You must visit my new layout...it's full of Draco good-ness. I'm at Ashley's house, and we went kind of livejournal crazy, since her livejournal is now prettied up and I changed mine once more. So, look at it. And try not to drool.