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Obligation
I've been feeling intensely obligated recently, in friendships, in the office and in my heart. It's fucking me off.
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Lifeless idilicy
£140 lighter, 3 days later and the liter and a half of Jack Daniels is just about out of my system.
I keep slipping into day dreams, where I'm not really thinking about anything at all, i'm just shutting down for a few minutes while awake. It's so very peaceful, up until I realise I'm at work, and snap out of it and try to look like I was just deep ( Read more... ) -
Meloncholy repetition.
Life has become very repetitive, wake, work, fight, sleep, repeat. On the bright side, I tore my shoulder at the academy last night, so every time I move there's a nice painful jolt to snap me out of whatever it is I was doing.
I'm sure it'll heal up, it just fucking kills to do press ups.
I'm 25 in 6 days. I'm still single, haven't had any romances ( Read more... ) -
Routine Routine Routine.
On my journey (7 hours from friends flat to door at home in england) back from Paris (i'll write about that little trip in a few paragraphs), i had an epiphany of sorts, more of a realization that if you don't drag yourself forward, forcefully pushing yourself towards your goals, they simply ain't gonna happen ( Read more... ) -
For those who were wondering..
Not dead, just busy.
My exercise resolutions were abit too full on, in short, those combined with low cal diet and work stress made me quite sick.
Prescription Valium ftw!
Nothing else major to report, Paris in 6 days, will update re excitement while waiting for plane I expect.
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It's still the first day of 2011, for about another half an hour, so I think I should 'set in stone' my aims and goals for this year, as, quite frankly, i'd like to soon forget 2010.
First, a little update on the end of my 2010. I met a girl in Telford, spent the evening at her house, we watched anchorman, cuddled, slept together (not sex, just ( Read more... ) -
My view : life, the universe and everything.
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So i'm still a push over.
I've not learnt any lessons, i'm still just as much as a push over as I've always been.
I'd been taking this girl I went to high school out on a few dates recently, a meal, a trip the to the cinema, an evening when I cooked and we watched tv at mine, a day out in the city etc, with the first, she gave me a peck on the cheek, by the last, she was ( Read more... )