I've noticed that when I'm not fully confident in something, I take my sweet time in doing it, because I don't want to mess it up. Such was the case yesterday, when Seng asked me to break down some salmon, which I have never done before. He gave me a really quick run-down on one then told me to do it, then walked away. I struggled with it, having ( Read more... )

When I meet up with people I don't see normally and they ask me what I've been doing, all I reply is "Work." What I never mention to most people is that whenever I'm not working, I'm spending countless hours/mental energy/money on Magic. I've been going to a ton of tournaments, coming oh-so-close to top 8ing. This truly has replaced frisbee as my ( Read more... )

I randomly feel unhappy when I should almost always feel happy. Everything is going fine, but I couldn't be more miserable sometimes. Get over this, and get over yourself. There are people out there suffering way more than you, so your problems compared to there is miniscule ( Read more... )

It's funny how everything is actually going well for me, but I'm still unsatisfied with life. I'm generally unhappy with random things that should make me happy. I find it weird when people think of me and do stuff/invite me to places. I already knew I had self-esteem issues. Maybe all this isolation I have been doing is getting to me. I guess I'm ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is my 27th birthday. It just feels like such a large number, 27. Overall, the 26th year of my life was acceptable. Now I look at my life and wonder what I have accomplished and where I'm going. I can really section my life into four different categories:

1. Professional: Last year I was still working for the Rosen Centre. I actually ( Read more... )

I'm in transition between jobs right now. This Wednesday is my orientation for the Royal Pacific. I start working there on the 28th (next Monday). This weekend also happens to be my birthday (the 26th), as well as two Magic tournaments I've planned to attend. I don't even want to celebrate my birthday really, but I know people will make me. I ( Read more... )

I'm barely alive at this point. I've been working so much these days I'm having trouble staying up between jobs. I'm about to leave Funky Monkey in order to join my old friend Seng at the sushi bar at the Royal Pacific Resort. I don't officially get the job until this Thursday, but it's pretty much a done deal. I had to negotiate my wage with them ( Read more... )

No wonder it looked shitty outside when I woke up. It's gonna rain today. That makes frisbee slightly less possible. I'm trying to play more because I stepped out the shower the other day and I looked two months pregnant ( Read more... )

I ended up working on New Year's Eve, which didn't really bother me. I worked from 3PM til 2AM. I ate noodles as the guests of the restaurant counted down the new year. After work, I went to a co-worker's place and hung out with some fellow cooks, shooting the shit about work til 5AM. Surprisingly enough, sleeping on a hardwood floor wasn't as bad ( Read more... )

Someone took a shit on the wall of the women's bathroom at work the other night. It's funny when someone takes a shit on the wall. It becomes a murder mystery of sorts.

"Who did this?"
"Why would someone do this?"
"Why didn't anyone say anything about this?"
"How the hell did they miss the toilet?"
"Who's cleaning this up?"All those questions and ( Read more... )