I've been sort of floating about these past week or so. All I've been doing is working really. I've been thinking about Susan on and off, pondering the possibilites of trying to reconnect with her. Each time though, I come to the conclusion that it's probably not a good idea right now. Everything is so unresolved though. It definitely bothers me. I ( Read more... )

Today's the first day I've had off since last Tuesday, and it is well-needed. I've been working several 12+ hour days at one or both jobs. Along the way though, a lot of random things happened ( Read more... )

I haven't spoken to Billy K. in about three weeks now, other than a hello. I tend to come home late, so he's already asleep, doing stuff with Amanda or other people that congregate here, or just not here. In fact, last night I went so far to avoid him that I almost walked in on them making out on the couch (I saw them through the door window) that ( Read more... )

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I would be wrong not to write about this, but the more I think about it, the more it seems like a pity party. In any case, it does mark a significant change in my life, so it needs to be recorded.

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I've been awfully busy with work, going out with work peoples in order to bond with them (they realized how awesome I am now, so I'm "cool") and otherwise trying to fit in time to hang out with friends and Susan. Susan and I have been seeing random movies, from Jackass 3D to Secretariat. It's been getting odd between us. I know she's trying to keep ( Read more... )

I've been terribly busy with work. I leave work between midnight and 2-3am, and wake up close to 1pm the next day. I've also been in the talks with the Rosen Centre about getting a part-time/on-call position for mornings. If I get that (along with the pay I want), I'll have no time to do anything fun. Ever. I will have loads of money however, which ( Read more... )

It's funny how some things happen right when you don't need them to. Last Saturday, on my way to the bank to deposit a large amount of money for Billy K., my car began to overheat. Of course I had no extra money because I had just paid rent, so this came at the perfect time. I looked under my car to find an awesome flowing leak of coolant. With my ( Read more... )

I don't feel like going into great detail about Saturday. I'm quite tired from work and after-work drinking ( Read more... )

So this is basically my last week at Banshoo. I've been slowly telling people I'm leaving and most everyone is supportive of this. They all understand this company isn't the ideal place to be long-term. I didn't think it would be this hard to leave actually. Most of the people I work with are pretty awesome. I might go back to a part-time/on-call ( Read more... )