I got a co-op Job!!!  YAAAAAAY. I was stressed about it.  I'm really excited now though. The woman sounds so nice and I know that I am going to get along with her very well. I start on May 2nd (:() and she said we might be going to Toronto on the first day!!!  Wow ( Read more... )

I keep having this uncontrollable urge to go and look at something in the sewing room... and then I remember that it isn't there. It's all at Nana's in the basement... in boxes... sad and alone.  It was comforting to know that all her stuff was down there and that I could go and get something... or perhaps sit and read through a book... but now it' ( Read more... )

I worked really hard after Trenton to build back my confidence in myself, and I was there... until I decided to take this long contract and work for one of the worst men in the world. Aside from  him assaulting me last year I just don't like his leadership style... he's like Hitler.  I should have stayed with Maj Cross and stuck to people that aren ( Read more... )

First of all Evan and I are no longer together. He cheated then broke up with me a week or so later... I was of course devastated and without Nana and Daddy I probably still would be... at the end of the day it is for the best. He wasn't really what I need, or really want. I got comfortable in the familiarity and didn't want to let it go... even ( Read more... )

So I had a bit of a breakdown when i realized that yes, i really do need to move home. I was upset and overwhelmed at the amount of work I have to do, but then I calmed down and realized that it will be ok and I'll get through it without failing ( Read more... )

One semester left. I did really well this time and hopefully I can keep it up. Here's hoping. Only 6 more classes and then I'm free ( Read more... )

The semester is almost over... trying to decide what the next step is... more school... but not grad school.. that would suck... probably college. But I'd really rather just get a job and get on with my life... but that in itself is scary too... oh well. I'm growing up... LIFE ( Read more... )

I'm so busy... and lazy. I'm ready for university to be finished. I don't want to do research, I don't want to write papers. I just want to do my exams and get it over with.

I hate research. As much as I like school I don't want to be here anymore. I think I'll probably go to college after. I've decided that I'm not an academic.

Get me out of

It seems that this year has been the most difficult one in terms of staff. I sent one to jail, another flight sent one home for harrassment and then the rest of the staff is very inexperienced so it's like pulling teeth to get them to do anything on their own. It has improved slightly but most of them still require apron strings. It's sad ( Read more... )

Connaught is good. Simple, small, quiet. I like it more than Trenton (that's not hard to do) and I'm not sure if I like it more than Blackdown ( Read more... )