Finishing my third year of university didn't feel like I thought I would. Now I'm entering fourth and because I didn't fully understand how it all works I now have to take 6 classes in each semester. I know it's not that big of a deal but it's going to be more stressful. It will be ok. I do have 3 online classes too. Should be interesting ( Read more... )

There are too many possibilities to give them all equal consideration. There are so many questions to ask that will never have answers. My mind reels with enless scenarios and my face streams with tears for all the time that has been lost ( Read more... )

Why am I so afraid of him?  Why is it so easy for him to get under my skin? Why do I let him govern my life even when he's not here?  This is a terrible way to feel all the time. If I was Mrs Bennett I would say that i needed to rest my poor nerves.  I worry about him, I hate him, I love him.  I want him to be all the things he should and could be ( Read more... )

What will happen ( Read more... )

We gave her away today... I actually cried. I hadn't really realized how attached I had become to that silly car, but it was heartbreaking to let her go.  There are so many memories associated with that silly old thing... trips as a kid... learning to drive... mum... road trips with Vickie... of course my accidents (which I would prefer to forget ( Read more... )

LESLIE SMITH

5 February 1927 - 29 September 2008

1. Denial
2. Anger
3. Bargaining
4. Depression
   
5. Acceptance

I got home last night after hanging out with Jamie (who was sick... silly man doesn't slow down at all!) and there was a note on the table for me from Daddy.  It said that he had gone to the Nightingales' house but at the top it said "present for you" and had an arrow pointing up ( Read more... )

Camp this year was amazing. I had such a good time and made some really wonderful friends.  I miss everyone of course... but I'm glad to be home ( Read more... )

Ok.. I think my mind is playing games with me because I really am turning into my mum ( Read more... )