So my birthday is friday. Yup I will be 27. Fuck you if you think thats old, becasue I feel 20. No really. I have taken a serious interest in myself, worked out (I want to thank Candice for getting that ball rolling) I have lost almost 40 pounds, I am down from a size 22 to a 14. still curvy but I have lost 10 inches off my waist.. I have a lot of ( Read more... )

Sunday Sunday Sunday.........October 31st.

Halloween Sanctus.....

I will be performing Boo-lesque during the course of the evening. Costume themed of course, much fun will be had.

Be there or be square, come cheer me on!

I am moving out. And now I begin the process of reflecting on where it, I , and we went wrong. It crazy to be unhappy, then to end things, and feel even worse. I hate this. I hate life, and I hate this feeling.

I wish I could erase it or skip past it.

*DRUMROLL*

I have officially lost 30 pounds.

With that excitement, I have now surpassed my first goal to be under 200 pounds. Gladly I was alone i n the locker room while doing the "I lost thirty pounds" Dance. I immediately called Kim to tell her the good news.

Exciting stuff kids. Really.

I am updateing the journal, no I am not sick, I just found a bunch of people on LJ that I wanted to keep in contact with ( Read more... )

happy Father's day to all those wonderful daddys I know ( Read more... )

I had the worst day I have ever had in a long time. It resulted in tears and an insane craving for percocet, or a ciggerette.

I picked up beer and brownies instead. but at least they wont hook me like percocets or ciggerettes.

been listening to a lot of pop lately......dunno why.

a claw foot bathtub of which to be portabole....now go find it for me

I feel like crap...the amazing brown tan has now decayed into this horrible blistering peeling mass. I look like something out of the x files...Iand I think it fried my brain. I have just been feeling bad ever since. Could be hormones......could be brain over easy. Whatever. I dont feel sexy, I dont even feel human. I am horrified at what my back ( Read more... )

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