Prior to March 2020:

I had been happily self employed for several years riding a pedicab for a living at various sporting events, music festivals, concerts, etc.  Not just locally, but all over the country.

I was in a weak marriage with a wonderful woman that, regardless of how lovely she was and is, wasn't working out for either of us.  I was ( Read more... )

Everything below this is ahh err umm from a different era.

This journal is not only a series of impulses, but it's also basically an ever-fluctuating graph model of varying degrees of inexperience.

how many times will i have to begin the circle of "i need to meet some new people." i'm not quite sure if people in general don't keep me entertained for more than a couple years or i am just a hopeless gadfly ( Read more... )

i'm finding it difficult to get motivated recently. been wanting to sleep a lot. i've been working a little more. not a lot, at least to most people, but 20-25 hours a week for me is usually the max amount of time i'm willing to spend at a job. i always tell myself "the next time you think about doing something, don't think about when you plan ( Read more... )

i missed femi kuti tonight. i wonder if he ever plays in lima? peru not ohio. strangely, i've never been to lima, ohio. it's probably LY-ma instead of LEE-ma, too. i probably needed to save that $22 anyways ( Read more... )

it doesn't matter how much anxiety i have these days, even if i'm currently not sleeping in a bed with someone or the sun doesn't come out for days. i can always play some tunes. although, i'm starting to see why my friend wyatt has night terrors, and how he has to be borderline alcoholic to chase away the demons ( Read more... )

rest in peace, jack rose

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handsome davey's rip roarin garlic sandwich

two pieces grainy bread
two cloves garlic (or more if desired), chopped/minced
spread onto thin layer of chunky natural/sugarless peanut butter
pinch of lemongrass
sprinkle of soy sauce
bean sprouts

tah dah

goes well with a bowl of homemade butternut squash soup

you'll feel good!