Why Did I End Up Falling In Love With You? [chapter fic 4/9]
どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう?
(why did I end up falling in love with you?)
Chapter: 4/9
Pairing[s]: -OVER ALL: Yunho-x-kitty!Jae, SooMan-x-kitty!Jae, Yoochun-x-kitty!Jae (actually, Yoochun-kitty!Jae is VERY VERY small... >>)
-THIS CHAPTER: SooMan-x-kitty!Jae
Rating: NC-17, the whole story is going to have it! >D
Warning[s]: UNDERAGE (Jaejoong is 8 currently and ages as the story continues), Jaejoong’s a cat (that’s what kitty!jae means), sex slavery, FIRST PERSON P.O.V. (jaejoong’s), AU
Word Count: 3,181
Disclaimer: Don’t own people, just story
Summary: Fees are the cat-human population of the world that just boomed a few years ago. The world didn’t accept it first because it was taking babies and changing them into mutants, into cats. However, that was before people found out they could be used for their personal gain without repercussions. We use them for sex, for cleaning, for gifts, for entertainment. But always sex. The year’s 2XXX and this is the story of Fee 1029.
Note: There is no sex yet, just NC-17 related sexual things like hand jobs and such (there’s a reason for this).Hey guys! Thank you for the new followers and comments, it really spured me on to write this chapter so quickly :D I hope you like it and it would really make me happy to get more comments, thank you all very much for reading!!
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The whole thing went very fast for me.
I sat on my bed while I watched the maid, (having been replaced the butler) get a cute little outfit (<-- click) for me to wear. It was short and black with some silver thread sewed into the wispy material, causing it to poof slightly near the end. The black straps to be placed on my shoulders were like black silk ribbons. She told me I would look gorgeous in it and I smiled happily, trusting the maid with my life. Of course, why would she be wrong?
I wanted to put it on right away but the maid said that I might mess it up so she had to get my nurse to teach me proper manners for my first dinner with Master.
So, rather impatiently, I sat on my bed and waited a whole minute before I got bored and decided to explore my room. I found the windows absolutely breathe taking from the width of the glass and the height of my room. However, I got distracted quite quickly with the vanity table and the mirror. Cautiously, I sat down on the stool and slowly picked up the hair brush. When I was in the lab, we never brushed our own hair because they would simply do it for us. But the simple act completely interested me. I then looked at my reflection in the mirror, blushing unnecessarily as I began brushing the tips of my black strands awkwardly. But this was silly, was there really a reason for me to act like this? I gained confidence and brought the plastic beauty tool up to the top of my head.
“Jaejoong-ah?”
I jumped, causing the plastic points on the brush to scrap my kitty ear. It made me squeak with pain as I dropped the brush. It clattered to the floor with a noisy sound. Tears formed quickly as I rubbed my ear while looking up at the man I had seen earlier today.
Ryeowook gasped from seeing my face and hurried over to where I was sitting. He kneeled down, stroking my ear lightly while picking up the brush and placing it back on the vanity table.
“I-I’m sorry, I won’t-“
I couldn’t help myself as I cried harder, eyes too blurry with salty tears to see Ryeowook’s face. Suddenly, I felt arms wrapped around me and I froze until I realized he was hugging me and I could do nothing but grab his shirt tightly, hugging back.
“Oh Jaejoong-ah, you’re fine. It’s ok, don’t cry anymore.”
I felt him stroke my hair and in a few minutes, my teased left me and I stayed in my nurse’s arms, utterly relieved. He then pulled me away, smiling as he did so.
“There, see? You’re ok.”
I nodded and wiped my eyes, looking back into the mirror as Ryeowook picked up the brush and slowly brushed my hair again. I became enchanted as I usually was but it was mesmerizing! I hadn’t even noticed my nurse speaking to me until I looked into the mirror at him because he had stopped brushing my hair.
“Jaejoong-ah, you need to pay attention. I was trying to ask you if you’ve had any experience in picking out clothes or dressing yourself.”
By his tone, it wasn’t hard to tell that Ryeowook was used to taking care of Fees.
I tilted my head to the side and gave him a look, half in confusion and half with curiosity.
“No, the scientists put clothes on us.”
Ryeowook’s gaze shifted to the frown I was wearing and gave what seemed to be a sad look.
“Of course they do.”
I was hurt by the way he looked at my purple gown and so I looked into my lap, feeling terribly depressed and not quite knowing why I was in trouble. My bangs went in front of my face like they always do, hiding my pain.
“Is this… is this bad? M-master said… liked…”
My voice grew even softer until I just stopped talking altogether. As I looked into the mirror, I saw Ryeowook kneel down next to me once more and put a hand on my shoulder.
“Dear, don’t worry. It’s beautiful but not appropriate for the dinner party.”
I wiped my face once more, just in case any straggler tears escaped, and look at him with a blank face. Ryeowook then got up and took my hand, leading me to the closet I hadn’t entered yet.
Inside the small room (comfortable size for me), it had the whol wall lined with clothes with a dresser acting as the island of the room. I was afraid to even walk inside because everything seemed just so important. But of course, Ryeowook didn’t seem fazed. He went straight to the back of the room and searched through the racks of clothing until he pulled out a light blue dress. I thought it was very pretty but my nurse muttered something about too short and went to searching again.
I looked down at my bare pale feet, still outside the closet and took in a deep breath. I wanted to see all the different outfits but I remembered I wasn’t given permission to enter and so I didn’t; even though this was my considered part of my room. My tail flicked softly back and forth as I waited.
“Jaejoong-ah, come here please. I think I found one.”
My mood changed in an instant as I nearly bounced over to Ryeowook with a bright smile. In his hands was the same black small dress I had seen earlier. My face lit up happily but Ryeowook’s face still wasn’t happy.
“That’s the dress Suzzie picked out! Oppa… is something wrong?”
“Oh! Please call me hyung, Soo Man-ssi gets terribly jealous if you call other people that. It’s just, I wished he bought more… suitable clothes. “
Sighing, he told me to hold the dress (my heart nearly stopped at the request) as he went to the dress and searched the drawers for more item. He pulled out panties and hair pieces. Quickly, he traveled to another part of the room to grab shoes but one look at me and he placed the shoes back and led me out of the closet.
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“There, how do you like it?”
Ryeowook hyung had fitted me into the dress, haven already given me a black thong to wear and a thin leather wrist band (he said it would at least give me some boyish features). My usual black bangs were clipped back with silver hair clips and out of my eyes. I watched myself being prepared in the mirror the whole time as I was interested in seeing a different me, so to speak. I still had the same collar on with its pretty silver bell that I tended to mess with time and time again.
“I like it very much!”
I smiled, canines flashing in the reflective glass as Ryeowook hyung took my hand and led me to the middle of the room. He then placed my arms above my head and told me to spin around slowly. I laughed, thinking it was a game. Ryeowook, however, was evaluating the dress.
“Mmmm, I guess it will do.”
As I stopped moving, I frowned at him, again thinking Ryeowook hyung was talking about me and I wasn’t doing something right. He saw my face and immediately was surprised.
“Oh not you Jaejoong-ah! Don’t worry, you look very pretty.”
He squeezed my hand affectionately and I smiled. To be honest, I was afraid of how Master would like my outfit or if he would be just as displeased as Ryeowook hyung seemed to be.
The windows were already dark and the blinds half pulled to cover the clear night sky I would have very much liked to see but Ryeowook put his hand on my pack and started to lead me out of the room.
“Jaejoong-ah, don’t talk unless spoken to and try not to walk around ok?”
I looked up at my nurse with an odd expression but he didn’t look at me. I didn’t see a problem with my dress but it barely even covered half of my thighs so whenever I would bend over, my thong would show. But I thought this was a good thing… wasn’t I cute?
Nonetheless I nodded, very nervous and frightened, but also excited and happy. I wanted to take Ryeowook’s hand but I knew I would get punished if I did so, at least I thought I would have, so I merely looked down at my pale feet walking across the tiles. I didn’t know what to expect when I arrived at the dinner so my black ears remained flat on my head.
Ryeowook hyung took my hand, I guessed because he saw how I looked and wanted to comfort me, and I gladly held onto it. It seemed like forever as we traveled down the stair toward a pair of large double doors. I heard a group of people chatting, some even laughing, and it wasn’t hard to pin point the voice of my master.
I looked at Ryeowook as he took a deep breath and let go of my hand. He stepped forward and opened the door so only he was revealed at first.
The chattering stopped as I was then led into the room, following closely behind Ryeowook. We headed toward the back of the room, where Soo Man was sitting.
My dark eyes were kept toward the ground as my black tail swayed softly back and forth, brushing against my thigh occasionally. I didn’t know exactly how many people were in the room but it smelled strongly of smoke and alcohol.
“Good job Ryeowook-ah. You’re dismissed.”
I looked up almost desperately at my nurse as he gently pushed me toward Soo Man’s seat before he turned and left the room, leaving me with the adult men. I felt alone and afraid; I didn’t know these people! I quickly looked around the room, noticing the men looked quite past their prime as they stared intently on me. Or it was more like, my body. Maybe… they liked my dress. I backed up, hoping to get away from their view as I positioned myself behind Soo Man’s seat.
“Soo Man-ah, where’d you get him? He’s surely not sore on the eyes.”
One of the men laughed, as did my master but I didn’t dare peek a look.
“The 1000 Fee Auction. They fixed them up much better than before, no? Jaejoong-ah, come here.”
Master’s light tone made my ears prick up as I hesitantly did as I was told. I pressed my side against his leg, staring at the men now that I was reassured that he was by me. Some of the men smiled, along with Soo Man. It scared me because I couldn’t understand exactly why. I hadn’t done anything to make them smile…
“Jaejoong, is it? Did you come up with that by yourself?”
I looked in the direction where my name was called and saw a tall thin man smile widely at Soo Man, clearly not talking to me. My master laughed and grabbed my hand gently, giving it a nice squeeze.
“My son actually came up with the name.”
Curiously, I looked up at my master because I didn’t know he had a son. Did he live in the house? The thought made me more comfortable because maybe, his son would play with me.
“Speaking of him, where is he? Is the cat for him?”
“He’s studying off at a dorm school right now. I was thinking about giving it to him but… I’ve gotten lonely gentlemen.”
They all laughed and I felt Soo Man let go of my hand. Suddenly, fear rushed back inside me and I leaned against his leg more. I just needed to make sure that he was next to me.
“Well Soo Man-ssi, are you going to display your new toy?”
I’ve given up trying to understand the adults’ conversation long ago but Soo Man’s hand on my back brought me back into reality.
“Go on Jaejoong-ah. They want to see you.”
I lifted my head and looked at the man that had previously talked. Slowly, as if I was walking on glass, I made my way over to him on tip toes across the room to the man. I felt the other men’s eyes on me the entire time; I can’t explain the feeling they gave me, like they were going to eat me. My black ears went back once more and I looked down upon reaching the man’s chair.
“Hello Jaejoong-ah.”
The man was slightly bigger than Soo Man and he had a face that wasn’t too old looking. As I studied him tentively, I thought his smile seemed friendly so I smiled back.
“Hello. What is your name?”
The men at the table chuckled but I didn’t understand what they thought was funny.
“My name is Chung Ho. So, do you like having Soo Man-ssi as a master?”
I looked confusedly at my master then back at Chung Ho.
“Yes.”
“Why?”
I blushed and looked down, mood falling once more. I didn’t know what to say and so I no longer like this man.
“H-He… I-I don’t know. He’s… kind? “
I turned back to plead Soo Man with my eyes, searching for some sort of approval in his face or silently asking if I may leave this man now but he did neither.
“Are you asking a question? Are you not sure if he’s kind?”
The men laughed again and I felt like crying. I held my eyes shut tight, tail curling around my thigh. What kicked me out of my sudden sadness was when Chung Ho moved his chair to face me.
“What does Soo Man-ssi do that makes you feel good? Anything Jaejoong-ah?”
I quickly wiped my eyes, looking up. I nodded my head, answering his question.
“H-He… Master… touches me.”
I spoke in a whisper and looked down once more, like what I said was wrong. My eyes went wide as I saw Chung Ho’s hand grab my hip and pull me closer to his chair. I didn’t want him touching me but I was much too afraid to say no. Fees aren’t suppose to control other people.
Since my face was downwards, I saw his other hand push up the ends of my dress to expose my thong to him and the men sitting closest to him. I felt my face grow hot and quickly rose my hands to cover my eyes.
“Does he touch you here? Do you like this?”
I felt Chung Ho’s hand cup my penis and I bit my lower lip to keep from moaning. However, I felt him squeeze a bit hard and rub me through the cloth of the thong. I cried out softly, legs buckling as I kept my face down and eyes shut tight.
“Ahh!... Y-yes, he does…”
I bit my lip again when I realized I got an erection quite quickly but Chung Ho took his hand away and I was left panting and light headed. Laughter filled the room once more as I ended up sitting on the ground, legs weak. I wanted to cry for reasons unknown to me. I also wanted my master to comfort me but he didn’t. No one did for a little while.
I didn’t know when Ryeowook was called in but before I realized anything, I was led into my room and my dress was taken off. I was still crying and sniffling but my nurse was hurrying through my room, trying to put me in sleeping clothes.
“Jaejoong-ah, stop. You mustn’t cry anymore.”
Biting my already abused lip, I wiped my eyes and nodded, allowing a large shirt to be put over my head before Ryeowook began getting the water proof make up off me face.
“W-why-“
“Don’t talk now. Just get into bed and fall asleep. I told you… Never mind, just fall asleep quickly, ok?”
Ryeowook’s rushed tone frightened me and I wanted to cry once more but I simply turned around and got into bed. He helped wrap the covers around me, giving me time to study his face.
It looked hurt.
“Please… just fall asleep.”
I didn’t understand why he wanted me to fall asleep so badly but his desperate tone made me frown. All too soon the lights were shut off and I was left in the dark. Despite the command from my nurse, my heart was still pounding and tears continued to fall. I no longer had an erection, that going away some time ago, but my heart still felt heavy.
-/-/-/-
The sound of my door opening was enough to get me out of my light sleep after a long time of continuous crying. My heart jumped because I thought that Ryeowook would come back or maybe Master wanted to say good night.
The light dial was turned and dim lights were now on in my room. I saw the layout of Soo Man from the see-through veil surrounding my bed. I sat up happily after knowing it was him.
“Jaejoong-ah…”
I smiled until he turned around and I was able to see the seriousness in his face. Had something went wrong?
“Come here.”
Unsure of myself or him, I crawled out of bed slowly and stood in front of Soo Man. My bangs were no longer held back so they obstructed some of my view.
Then suddenly, I was slapped.
My body fell to the ground as I gave a cry. The smack was a lot harder than the first one I received a few years ago and tears immediately formed in my eyes once more.
Soo Man then kicked my side, foot crashing into my ribs as I screamed, rolling over onto my back. My body felt like it was broken everywhere. I held my sides in a sad attempt to protect myself but then I was grabbed by my large shirt and lifted off the floor a few inches. I thought that maybe I could catch my breath and beg for forgiveness but then he tossed me across the room like I weighed nothing at all. My back ended up hitting the side of the bed and I screamed from the pain once more, I hurt too much to get off the floor.
“S-sorry! I-I’m sorry!”
I didn’t mean to scream it but I was so afraid, I didn’t want him to hurt me anymore. When I looked through my black bangs, I saw him walking toward me with a vase once resting on a small table in my room. That was all I remembered before blacking out as the vase crashed down on me.
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Ryeowook stood outside the door, listening to every scream, every shout. He was used to seeing and hearing the abuse bit it still hurt every time a Fee screamed they were sorry.