Why Did I End Up Falling In Love With You? [chapter fic 5/9] - 1
どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう?
(why did I end up falling in love with you?)
Chapter: 5/9 (PART 1)
Pairing[s]: -OVER ALL: Yunho-x-kitty!Jae, SooMan-x-kitty!Jae, Yoochun-x-kitty!Jae (actually, Yoochun-kitty!Jae is VERY VERY small... >>)
-THIS CHAPTER: Yoochun-x-kitty!Jae
Rating: NC-17, the whole story is going to have it! >D (light in this chapter)
Warning[s]: UNDERAGE (Jaejoong is 13 currently), Jaejoong’s a cat (that’s what kitty!jae means), sex slavery, FIRST PERSON P.O.V. (jaejoong’s), AU
Word Count: 1,046
Disclaimer: Don’t own people, just story
Summary: Fees are the cat-human population of the world that just boomed a few years ago. The world didn’t accept it first because it was taking babies and changing them into mutants, into cats. However, that was before people found out they could be used for their personal gain without repercussions. We use them for sex, for cleaning, for gifts, for entertainment. But always sex. The year’s 2XXX and this is the story of Fee 1029.
Note: There is no sex yet, just NC-17 related sexual things like hand jobs and such (there’s a reason for this).I'm sorry sorry sorry sorry for not posting this sooner, like on friday >< Seriously i really am but hopefully you guys will forgive me because a certain person (actually people) come in in this one!! :D Hope you like it <3 Comments keep me going, tell me what you like please!! ^^ And the reason this is in two parts is because LJ hates me and didnt want to post it >< so i had to break it up
||chapter four|| ||chapter 5 part 2||
It wasn’t hard to fall into a usual order in the mansion of Soo Man. It was no longer my home, but simply a house I lived in.
Master loved me, he told me so a lot but Master also beat me, for reason I wasn’t told until a few years later after that first hits.
He was jealous. Soo Man didn’t like his friends touching me but he also didn’t like it when telling his friends that they couldn’t touch me. I didn’t understand it. I didn’t talk about it.
Ryeowook patched me up every time I got hurt and gradually he told me that this was how my life was going to be from now on. I had to learn ways that would get me hurt but he never actually explained how and when I tried, it didn’t go well. However, Soo Man still didn’t have sex with me. I would either just suck him off or he would mess with me instead but never once did he try to enter me.
I’ve never seen his son that he often talks about either.
Seven years later, when I was thirteen, I had only grown more than a few inches. My face was still the same pale color but my chest and arms had soft purple and brown sports. Ryeowook told me that Soo Man’s son was coming home and so I had to dress p nice for him. Today could be the day that my master handed me over to him.
Rumors were going around the house that I would leave today and I had mixed feelings about this. Ryeowook however, was quite anxious (he never told me why exactly). However, because of my nature, I loved Soo Man and I recognized him as my master but I never stopped thinking that maybe his son wouldn’t beat me and he would love me too.
“Come on, put this on.”
Ryeowook handed me dress pants and an undershirt, followed by an over coat to complete the expensive collection. Over the years, I didn’t have that many restrictions on what I had to wear so sometimes, Ryeowook made sure I was used to wearing normal guy clothes.
“Yunho-ssi should be here soon and so Soo Man wants you down stairs to meet him.”
I fumbled around with my clothes in front of the mirror before looking up at my reflection.
“Ryeowook hyung, will he like me?”
In the reflection, I saw my care taker come up behind me and fix my hair. We were almost the same height now but Ryeowook had always been a short person.
“I don’t know Jaejoong-ah.”
“Will I stay in this house?”
“I don’t know.”
I felt bad because I heard his voice get strained from some uncomfortable-ness but I still wanted to ask one more question.
“Will you stay with me?”
I heard Ryeowook sigh and he continued to fix my hair, recently dyed bleach blonde under Soo Man’s request, until he was content. He then took my cold hand.
“If Yunho-ssi likes you, and accepts you as a gift from Soo Man-ssi, then you will go where he goes. I’m supposed to stay. I live here.”
My eyes traveled to the ground as the words sunk in. I felt like my heart broke. That seemed to happen a lot more often than not lately.
“Jaejoong-ah, don’t ruin your make up. I’ll visit, right?”
Sniffling, I smiled for his benefit and allowed him to wipe away the tears that had formed.
“Ready?”
I looked at myself in the mirror, shiny blonde hair sticking out in cute angles while my blonde cat ears stuck out on the top of my head (they were also dyed, along with my tail). I then nodded and walked towards the door.
-/-/-/-
“Yunho-ssi, this is Jaejoong-ah.”
One of the countless friends/workers that Soo Man had greeted the son at the front door and led him toward me. I never looked up at him as my ears stayed flat. I helf my hands in front of me tightly as I heard the footsteps move closer.
“I told him already I didn’t want this thing! I’m not some freak like him.”
What I presumed was Yunho’s voice was charming to hear but his words made me flinch.
“But Yunho-ssi, you know your dad is dying. You’re expected to take over everything he owns and this includes everything.”
“Then I’ll give it away. These things are disgusting.”
I flinched again from the ice shards sent my way and I suddenly felt Soo Man’s friend put an arm around me. It was getting harder and harder to hear with the blood pounding in my ears. I cringed when his friend got close to me and quickly looked up at him before looking back down.
“Yunho please understand. The company doesn’t do returns.”
“Then it can die.”
“Why don’t you just try him out?”
“God why don’t people listen to me around here?! This is why I left!”
Yunho stomped around, clearly angry and headed for the front door. As I snuck a peak through my bangs, I watched another guy that came with Yunho stop him and whisper something in his ear. Even with my ears I couldn’t tell what they were saying but it was enough to get Yunho to take a deep break and turn around. The moment our eyes locked, he glared at me and I looked back down towards the floor, ears back again in submission.
“I’ll take everything over but,” Yunho’s voice got colder but not louder. “only when my stupid father dies will I take this thing. And it will only be a dishwasher… thing. I don’t want to ever see it.
Tears fell from my eyes as Yunho brushed past me and started to walk up the main staircase.
“I’m going to my room. Tell my father, when he arrives, that I’m staying. For now.”
Ryeowook immediately hugged me and I broke out into sobs. I didn’t understand why my heart hurt so much even though I’ve never met this Yunho before now.
“It’s ok Jaejoong-ah. Shhh, don’t cry.”
I hugged him tightly but didn’t stop. I couldn’t. I was a Fee and this was how I felt after being called disgusting.