but ok i dig. I like challanges. I can handle this. Maybe. haha.

Growing, cant be anything bad about that eh?

let's see how this works out.

i mean nothing i can do about it anyways right.

ill try to stay positive and actually maybe learn something haha.

could i please get healthy soon though? lol

 ok crazy,

but u do make me look at things differently

and i think ur helping me grow up.

ill give ya that.

to put it simply. ur crazy.

and i must be crazy too.  cuz im trying to make it work still.

but u are. indeed. crazy.

nothing like a best friend to totally trash ur good mood.

wtf.

i was wrong.

thank god lol.

the last 2 days have been amazing.

i hope im not in it for the wrong reasons.
tonight made me wonder though.

again i feel im just saying some stupid script.

and i feel like a hyprocrit as well.

live every second.

I wish I could hold on to happiness.

Ecspecially when there is no reason not to.

and wow now this sucks.

At least now i have a reason to be unhappy haha.

But before this happened, I didn't.

I wish I would stop letting others control my emotions.

I wish I could go a whole 7 days not being sad or angry or numb or whatever it is i get.

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 human behavior interests me.

For being such smart creatures.

Were all a bunch of idiots.

It's real easy to indentify others.

It's just as easy to figure out yourself.
if you want to.

It's actually like the complete opposite of what you would expect.

But I think I got it figured out.

and now, I can say I am grateful.

Cuz I was a doosh before lol.

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