Maybe not exactly the type you should be it.
I mean, ok maybe I'm fueling off anger.
But if it gets me started who cares what starts it.

I will suceed and I will do it.

 So my brother comes and wakes me up ( Read more... )

it really is horriably ironic how things work out.

im a fool.

its so unfair.

im pathetic.

the more i learn

the less i like.

but i also dont wanna lose it.

it was all ok  not too long ago.

why did this have to happen?

things always look better in the morning right?

....i guess ill be happy when tuesday comes at least.

maybe, cuz right now, its really all i got.

am I actually getting what I wanted ( Read more... )

i have
just so much
anger, sadness, and disapointment in me,
that I wonder, If I will ever be normal again.

before ( Read more... )

It's sad when your own Mom even realizes you were being used.

Well that's alright, it won't happen again.
Never will I be that blind or stupid.
Ugh, its shameful.

No, from now on, I'll do what everyone else seems to do, care just about themselves and use everyone to their advantage.

Ugh nah, despite how pissed I am, even I cant come to the point where i ( Read more... )

that most of the biggest factors of our life will be ok

or at least not horrible

but one little thing

matters so much

that we will always be miserable

until we get it?

 everything is way to hard now

im never happy.