so i watch oprah...yeah, yeah, yeah, i know. but i do. and recently she had this show about this dvd/book called "the secret". it's basically the law of attraction. how we are all energy and the energy we put out there is what is returned to us. such as "i don't want to be fat, i don't want to be broke, etc.." by focusing on what we don't want, we ( Read more... )

i do read all of your journals...almost daily. i just never have time to update. the first exciting news is that i got a new laptop and asked my boss to pay for it and she said yes! that's the main thing i have learned in this business...it's not going to happen if you don't ask for it. I truly never thought she would say, i thought if anything, ( Read more... )

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1. Who was your first love? B.J. Ross, 1st grade. I gave him a love note in a pink jewelry box I had, sprayed with perfume...already so very sad at such a young age. he was just first in a long line of trying too hard ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: October 5
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1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? my lips ( Read more... )

Last Cigarette: October 31, 2003....it was right before I found out I was pregnant with nixon and it was the last time I drank or smoked for a while ( Read more... )

I should really update more often if for nothing else then to be able to document things that happen with Nixon. He's finally at an age where he can play by himself for a little while. He just turned one on the 11th and it's so cliche but i really cannot believe how fast the time goes. I mean, to think that a year ago i had this tiny little newborn ( Read more... )

this funk. it's true that i have a lot going on in my head, but the funk that i'm in seems a bit excessive. in the past, i would have completely eaten for comfort...eaten bad, bad things: cake, cookies, pastries...luckily, i fought the urge when it came over me last night. but now the opposite seems to be happening. i have no appetitie at all. it ( Read more... )