I think I may have a break-up on my hands. Justin has changed. He doesn't doesn't show up when he says he will, he will make other plans on top of our plans, he doesn't make plans to do things with me (he expects me to make them), he doesn't do a lot of things anymore. I don't know. I hate it when we fight, because he goes into hiding. While he ( Read more... )

Justin and I are official :)

I've been back at home since April 21st, and all I can think about is finding my footing in Victoria. I want to get my place, get a job there and hang out with Justin. I want to go out to bars and listen to bands that I haven't heard before. I want to go for walks, and hikes, and to explore Southern Vancouver Island.

Instead, I'm here and I'm bored ( Read more... )

I feel a bit better
But I had a really shity day
And it's all because today I didn't get what I wanted
I suck at not getting everything I want
I'm pretty bitter about it
Tomorrow is another day
I think it's going to be a good one

I sort of just want to cry ( Read more... )

I'm some sort of frustrated
So, I will immerse myself in my studies

I want everything that doesn't come easy..

I ended my relationship with Mitch last night
And today we got along better than ever
I'm not sure whether it's because we're better off as friends
Or if the pressure we were both feeling isn't there anymore
We spent more time together today than any other day
And we talked about stuff we should have talked about when we were official
It's fine
The ( Read more... )

So angsty ( Read more... )

I had dinner with Katelyn in Langley and it was a blast ( Read more... )